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2009-11-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

Moved to http://only-unconditional-love.blogspot.com(:

2009-11-07T14:30:00.002+08:00

I want this phone, baby pink...I know I am very random. But I really want it, I want a pink Sony E phone. By the way, it's not available in Singapore, so go on dream about it all you want. I can buy it in HK(:

Oh and on a really random note, fuck my life totally. Okay, shall not bother to elaborate the full story here. Just wish to say, my life is like fucking suck. I fucking hate my life, to the fucking fullest.

1 day more.............................................................(:

2009-11-03T14:57:00.003+08:00

Still sick, fever still very high:( But here to share some youtube videos.

日清升Cup合味道杯麵 - 古巨基
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFvq2eQtz-Q

OMG, Leo Ku is so so so CUTE(:

日清升Cup合味道杯麵解構 - 古巨基
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBTYMwTnN2Q

Leo Ku is still very cute and handsome.

Panasonic GF1 - Hong Kong TVCF (English version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiyDwAogSUk
This is the inspiration which make me want to buy the Lumix GF1.

RICOH CX2 Digital Camera
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nq5bHELftcM
Also another HK commericial, just like the three other above which made me want to buy the camera.

SNSD-Kissing You [High Quality][소녀시대]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOqON_OrXGU&feature=related
I love this song(:

[FULL] Girls' Generation (SNSD) - Etude
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_VAZkzwUSw
This is my favourite song by SNSD so far.

2009-11-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Edited my skin a bit and added my blogsong. Down with throat infection and high fever. When I say high fever, it's really high, 39.6. Yesterday night, I was having the sudden urge to puke, so called my mother to bring me medicine and chocolate. Took temperature, 39.1, my mother thought it was 37.7-.- It's so painful and miserable to be sick:/ Cabbed to see doctor and got a 7 day mc. My high fever is still there, despite eating multiple panadols and my eyes keep on tearing(no idea why). I have no mood to do anything, not even watching tv. But I cannot get into sleep either. I have no appetite to eat too, so effective weight loss again. I want drink Iced Milo, Coke, Bubble Tea, but doctor say no cold drinks for 4 days:( Okay, off to take a nap now.

2009-10-31T21:53:00.013+08:00

secondary 3 education has officially ended, in the amazing blink of an eye, i am proudly(not really) a secondary 4. (no, i still have a week or so of study camp) before i knew it, i might be at the end of my secondary education soon. time really flies. i have lots to say, but it's better to keep it private now. i purposely removed my tagboard, due to a few reasons. one is that most of the time, i am too lazy to reply to tag.
so with my results out, parents and everyone is very proud of my good performance. i improve a lot form my past results. so of course the spoilt me would ask for presents as rewards for my hard work. btw, i am happy to say i happily failed my POA(: so, this is the samsung camera i have been wanting.
i looks like any other dsc, but no. it has dual lcd screens, which means, user-friendly for taking of self-portrait(: this would solve the problems i have with my sony cyber-shots. so of course for someone like me, a camera like this a must have.
But i also want this, ricoh cx2. it takes super clear images.

also wants a lumix gf1, it's more like a dslr although it's a dsc. it has the properties of a dslr, but the look and size of a dsc. the best combination anyone can every get.

On a very random note, this sony ericsson phone has finally reached singapore. how long ago did i posted a blog post on this? i am sure it was at least 3 months or more ago, before i got my htc.

i only got attracted due to it's 12.1 megapixle camera. i was surprised for marketing profits, sony e actually made a phone with 12.1 mp camera, then why for still make cyber-shot cameras, no?

this new blogskin is best viewed in firefox, ie would have a ugly layout. opera, i have yet to check it out, so better view in firefox.

2009-10-25T22:19:00.017+08:00

Went to buy a new Samsung phone days ago, as a spare phone.
OMG, so HANDSOME(:
How can a guy be so good-looking?

From computer to tv. I sleep around 3 to 4am nowadays due to my new found love.

My new laptop and room?!! No, it's IKEA. (Stupid, I know you got tricked)

My dream room, I especially love the wall paintings.

But I am too old for such a pink-princess room already:(

The best thing about Ikea is their food.

If you like Swedish design, you will love the food.

How true!!!

These Swedish meatballs seriously rock your balls.

Off to catch my KBS interview with SNSD, back again soon.

2009-10-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Help, I am starting to rot at home now. Just days ago, Li Ping and I were sharing our views on post-exam days. We both agreed that just weeks ago, everyone was burning mid-night oil and trying all they could to memorise every word from their textbooks into their head. But now, with the exams over, results out, lessons taught, we all seems to be suddenly at a loss. Students lost their goal in life, waking up with nothing in particular to do, life just gets boring. At school was a total waste of time, so I stay at home some days when my alarm was soft. At home? Life at home is boring too. Mother likes to drag me out of bed at 11am, like what the hell is wrong with her? Cook breakfast, walk aimlessly trying to find something to spend my morning on, only to return to bed with no other choice. Lunch, Korean noodles(: Then another failed attempt to find a meaningful task to waste time on. I would usually end up sleeping or dolling up to try out various snapshot with my cameras. Then at 6, I would switch on computer and tv and watch till 12 or even 2 in the morning. Only took breaks in between for dinner and shower. But this is weekday; weekend, no drama series to dwell on, so turn to my laptop and magazines. But even at home, mother and I would always end up shouting and fighting. She refuse to let me watch Mnet or KBS, for she wishes to watch her TVB. I have 4 tv at home, but I only like the one in the living room...so we would just end up shouting at one another and end up nobody gets to watch anything constructive. Then I would wish to play Wii, which of course my mother refuse to let me use to plasma tv and occupy her chance of watching TVB dramas. She refuse to let me use my laptop too, for I would blast Korean songs to annoy her. Want to go out, but mother refuse to let me buy most things. She would go,"Next month going HK already, buy for what, your XXX sure buy for you already......". What is the purpose of pure window shopping then? Setting down to eat often end up into arguments, I prefer fast food while she hates it. But I went IKEA yesterday and bought 6 pieces of clothings(: Most I own self pay-.- To end off, using my laptop is boring too. I always get annoyed over Photoshop. Websites are boring too. I am too lazy to upload photos from my 4 cameras and phone, hence most of my photos are delayed for days before people gets to see it. Someone help me find interest in life......I want buy..Samsung camera, iPod touch, Sony Vaio. But everyone goes, you have 4 cameras already, 2 this year latest model, but the one I want is different....iPod touch, I know I carelessly lost my previous one on the bus, but I need one. It breaks my heart to use htc to listen music...Sony laptop, I know, I know, considering the amount of comps I have at home till date, but I want Windows 7. Someone......................................................................save me of my miserable life.

2009-10-22T17:03:00.043+08:00

Been very busy lately, watching television(:
As some of you may know, I can now watch tv simultaneously as the actual broadcast of that of HK/China/Japan/KOREA/UK/US. This was a brief summary of what I watched yesterday.

Watched TVB(HK) the whole of yesterday night. From 6:00 till 12.00(: The programmes at HK are so interesting to be missed, even news is nice. I especially love the commercial breaks. When I closed my eyes, only to hear the Cantonese voice from the tv, I thought I was back at home.

My long craved:

宮心計 It's very nice, though I am only at the 3 episode. Worthy of my long wait(: But I feel very much like watching Heart of Greed(溏心風暴) when watching it. Perhaps due to the majority 溏心風暴 cast inside it?

Go watch!!! If you love Heart of Greed, you would love it too.

Another HK drama, but I skipped it to shower. This was less popular in HK, but my mother says it's nice. Some parts are filmed in Saba(Malaysia).

My all time favourite(: 係咪小兒科, it's the HK version of 'Are you smarter than a 5th Grade'.

The best thing about 係咪小兒科 is that it features a handsome host, Leo Ku(:

If my teachers were all as handsome as Ku Sir, I would have A1 for every subject, no doubt.

Still, the questions they asked are of primary standard, but to me...It's more like Junior College standard to me, even to the guests.

IQ questions are also very difficult:/

Try out the questions from yesterday's episode...

http://programme.tvb.com/variety/areyousmarterthan5thgrade2/more/qanda

If you can answer all those questions, it proves you are smarter than a 5th Grade(: If not, consider dropping back to primary 5 then.

News was also very interesting.

All along, for prosperity reasons, condos in HK ommited floors such as 4, 14, 24 and all that have the number '4' within it.

But you see, 62 is left out, 64, 65 too. Beacuse it does not sound nice in cantonese too.

A new high-class living estate even went to the extent of jumping from 68 floor to 88floor just to make it sound nicer. And many buyers actually though what they were paying were for a 88th floor view, turning out to be only 67floor(no less than that) of view. They were scammed by the 'twenty floors' in between.

So next time you go to HK, when people say they live on 56 floor, you must subtract at least 5 floors to get the exact figure(4, 14,24,34,44,54 floors).

If I am not wrong, this 'prosperity sounding' projects applies to Ion Orchard living estate too. Because it's built by a HK developer.

Updates another time, currently watching SS501 on Mnet(;

Somewhere over the rainbow<3

2009-10-20T16:40:00.023+08:00

Vanessa is so lazy, she still refuse to update her phone to WM6.5... She wishes some handsome HTC guy would help her do so. But it's possible, actually.
Now that exams are over, all she do is to dream over her Korean guys day and night. By the way, she just discovered a website(?) that allows her to watch live television such as SBS,KMB and her favourite Mnet(: That means she can watch Korean tv at home, totally free of charge and the exact as that in Korea. {Imagine....Kim Hyun Joong is watching the exact same commercial or MTV as me....My Hero too....*faints*} And, that website also provides such services for all Taiwan, HK, Japan, US, UK and the whole of China's television channels!!! Vanessa spend 7hours yesterday night on some interest CCTV shows, moved on to watch some FOX drama(Dollhouse?) and ended off watching HK tv(: With all the commercials, I feel so so at home(: So it's time to cut away your Mio/Starhub cable tv. Instant telecast, where else can you find something free like this?!!

Went school and received my results today. Failed a handful, but some were way beyond my expectations(: I have no comments for some teachers though, using all means just to get what they wanted. As for my holiday plan, another time, when I have decided where I wish to go, I will be sure to share it(: I want to go to 5 countries, is that too much???

Played with my Photoshop.

Original.

Flash lens(:

Let there be light(:

Kim Hyun Joong(:

I LOVE him(:

More clothes from KOREA.

Played with my new camera.

Not Bad? But I want yet another new DSC, Samsung. Someone, get it for me(:

So handsome...

So perfect....

He used to run a Fried Chicken shop before debut, so cute(:

Bought their playing cards.

It's the crystal cover version, not paper. And every card features a different picture. That means I have 48 or so SS501 photographs(:

Korean Guys LOVE LOVE(:

Shall do my phone now.

Phones and Girls.

2009-10-19T10:14:00.017+08:00

Girls Generation.

It's a love-hate relationship for us. But no, I am not blogging about them today, yet. Another day perhaps?

Let's bring our focus to phones then. Just watched the new SNSD's Chocolate phone MV, nice(: But I bet guys who love SNSD would love the MV too, that goes without saying. But I am not talking about LG phones for now. I am talking about HTC(:

Within a month, HTC launched around 5 phones worldwide and 3 are found locally. They are either WM6.5 or Andriod. The above is HTC Touch Pro 2, with WM 6.5.

Meet this, HTC Touch 2, also with WM6.5. To make matters worse, I just bought a new NTC phone a month or so ago(no less than that), and now they launched so many new phones under the Windows Mobile line!!!! To add on, all the above phones are of lower price than my model. So there is every reason for me to be angry.

Meet the latest addition to the Android family. Just for sale days ago in Europe, so Singapore will still have a long wait ahead.

The HTC Tattoo(:

http://www.htc.com/www/product/tattoo/overview.html
HTC TATTOO™ BRINGS ANDROID TO ALLTattoo embodies three core principles of HTC Sense: Make it Mine, Stay Close and Discover the Unexpected
TAIWAN – September 8, 2009 – HTC Corporation today introduced the HTC Tattoo™, an Android-based phone that brings broad personalization to the masses. With its distinct design and ability to personalize all aspects of the phone, from its hardware to its applications and content, people are able to express themselves and create their own individual mobile experience.
“Everyone wants their own phone to feel like it was specifically made for them. The Tattoo, with HTC Sense represents an easy way to shape your own distinct mobile experience and really make it your own,” said Peter Chou, Chief Executive Officer, HTC Corporation. “The HTC Tattoo ensures that you can create the most engaging and appropriate mobile experience through simple yet powerful personalization.”
HTC Tattoo is the second phone to embody HTC Sense, a mobile experience focused on putting people at the centre by making your phone work in a more simple and natural way. Designed by listening and observing how people live and communicate, HTC Sense revolves around three fundamental principles Make it Mine, Stay Close and Discover the Unexpected.
With HTC Tattoo, you stay close to the important people in your life by integrating your communications and applications including voice calls, emails, texts, photos and status updates into one consolidated view, providing innovative and fun phone experiences.
The stylish HTC Tattoo is small and compact, fitting snugly into your hand or pocket. People are able to design and purchase their own unique covers or search and select from popular cover designs, altering the look of the phone to reflect their mood or individual tastes.
HTC Tattoo integrates Google’s innovative mobile services including: Google Maps, search, Google Mail, and Android market where users can download thousands of popular applications and games. It also comes complete with a broad variety of hardware features including a 3.2 megapixel autofocus camera, 3.5mm stereo headset jack and expandable microSD memory.
AvailabilityThe HTC Tattoo will be available in Europe first at the beginning of October, and will roll out in markets around the world in the following months.
About HTCHTC Corporation (HTC) is one of the fastest growing companies in the mobile phone industry and continues to pioneer industry-leading mobile experiences through design, usability and innovation that is sparked by how the mobile phone can improve how people live and communicate. The company is listed on the Taiwan Stock Exchange under ticker 2498. For more information about HTC, please visit www.htc.com.

But I still think my phone has the best design and it's 5.0mp camera, unlike those of 3.2mp in the phones above(:

Our everlasting love.

2009-10-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

I am too angry to do a nice post now. So let me rant and scold for the day. I will be back another time to do a nice post on whatever I feel like then.

Shutthefuckupyoufuckingassholebastard. stopgettingthingsoneyourfuckingway,iseriouslyhaveenoughofyourfuckingrubbish. goanddienow.

Bitch,youarenotanybetter.youhavenosenseoftaste,copycat. tohellyougotoo.

Thanks for enduring with me readers(:
With tons of love,
Vanessa Loves Hero(:

2009-10-17T10:59:00.003+08:00

End-Of-Year Examinations are OVER(: But the worst has yet to arrive. With secondary3 completed, we have to move on to secondary4 and of course O levels. Something nearer perhaps, results on TUESDAY!!! Maybe I want to retake a subject.

So now that exams are over, I am busy updating my Facebook, MSN, downloading latest HTC software for my phone, going on shopping. Yesterday went Novean to eat Korean BBQ, then to KKHospital for my allergy, after that rushed down to Orchard for my dental appointment. Dentist says my teeth is perfect, need not re-put braces. After that shopped around Ion Orcahrd, and I was damn annoyed at something. There are three newly launched phones under Windows Mobile 6.5 now. So I shall upgrade mine, on a random note, the HTC sales assistance are all so friendly. Way better than Sony Ericsson's or Nokia. I love HTC(:

Still have many things to do now, pack clothes for my holidays, application to new tuition centre, start to master using my Photoshop, learn Korean/Japanese, watch my 125GB of Korean/HK/Japan drama, update my phone with latest songs/photos, and lots of other things. Shall end here for now, off to do other stuffs. I will be back again soon.

YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKER, SO SHUT UP AND FUCK OFF. you, yes you, bastard.

2009-10-15T17:02:00.005+08:00

This is to date my favourite Korean song(: So sweet and romantic. So it's worth it after all to marry a Korean. I want to learn Korean, and of course go Korea. Enjoy the lyrics for now. (please it was copied from some fan site, so I am not responsible for any issues regarding the lyrics).

When the blinding light
Of the morning comes

I open my eyes with love and sing
Only for you

For you I love you only you
Filled with my restless heart

With words smoother than the fragrant of scent of coffee
I look towards you

Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"

I hear it now
I see it now

This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
Look towards me

Hold my hands tightly
Such a happy feeling

Such a blinding fate
I smile at the scent of love

Whenever the wind blows
I gently close my eyes

And whisper a charm of love
So that you may feel my heart

Look into my eyes
That is filled with my restless heart

As warm as a magical kiss
Please accept my feelings

Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"

I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower

I will promise
That our hands will always be together

Such a happy feeling
Such a blinding fate

Let's get drunk of the scent of love
FOREVER.....

Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"

I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower

I LOVE YOU AND YOU ALONE

2009-10-05T18:38:00.004+08:00

Exams are here. Yet all I do is watching one after another Japanese drama and Korean drama all day long. I can watch a 25 episode Korean drama within a day and proceed to watch another Japanese drama right after that. It's a fact that Japanese guys and Korean guys are so handsome. They look so handsome as if they just dropped down from heaven, angels(: I don't really care if they are plastics. Their looks are so attractive. So back to my exams...

English-From A1 drop to like B4 (Credits: Who else but Ms Choy)
E. Maths-Failure (Failed my mock test)
Science-Failure (Both fail)
POA-Maybe single digit (Was sleeping from day one)
SS & Geography-Gone case (Miss Choy, what else can you possibly expect? I got 14/15 for my latest geography test, but it was self-declared open book test(: )
F & N-What is that?
Chinese-I know I am a disgrace to Hong Kong, no maybe China..
What else?
A. Maths-All I know is chapter One. (BUT I DIE DIE MUST PASS)

Conclusion: Vanessa should stop looking at Park Jung Min and start to concentrate on her academic. But other than Park Jung Min, there are still Lee Jun Ki, Hero, and the rest of SS501...

Vanessa, stop looking at Park Jung Min, stop THINKING!!!

2009-10-04T12:05:00.003+08:00

I am supposed to be mugging for my exams now, less than a week away already!!!! But here I am in total holiday mood blogging away my time. I am saving, to buy SS501 albums(: I remembered a month or so ago, when Boys Over Flowers was a major hit in Singapore, I walked into HMV to enquire if there was an SS501 CDs, the staff actually asked me what is SS501-.- So if HMV didn't know, I bet those in other music stores will not too. Went to the one at Junction 8, sure enough the person didn't know too. I went to J8 yesterday, walked into the same shop again. The staff actually recognised me as the 'SS501 girl'(: She immediately told me they have SS501 albums. There were so many, but I am going to buy them all home(: But I want to buy at Hong Kong. All those for sale here are the Taiwan version, I prefer HK version. Oh, my SS501 is having their Persona 2009 Asia Tour in HK fom 5-12 October(: Wish I was there. So anyway, I am looking for SNSD albums here now. But again, as usual, Singapore never fails to be behind time. Staffs once again gave me puzzled looks, all they knew was Wonder Girls(that was like history). How can people know Super Juniors and not SNSD? How can you working in a music shop not know SS501? I really look down to such staffs. Okay, shall get back to mugging now. Photography posts after EOYs(:

SS501 fighting!

2009-10-03T16:05:00.003+08:00

Went to school this morning to do Maths mock test paper two, 12 questions to be completed within 2 hour 30 mins. Like my paper one yesterday, I have many uncompleted questions while submitting my script. I forgot the basics, completing the square, factorisation, graphs and all. My only hope, E Maths is also screwed up. Let's not mention about my other subjects, they are gone case, seriously. But I want go Korea, no I MUST go KOREA. How? Oh, I want to thank the guys friends of mine who offered to teach me. Guy friends are the best, because I just realised those who offered to teach me are all guys, Girls only offered study sessions, so I conclude guys are better friends when you really need help(:

PS. I LOVE PARK JUNG MIN(:

2009-09-29T16:46:00.011+08:00

With innovation and creativity, modern lanterns for the mooncake festival can be so cool too(: I had never carry a lantern since six, but I did not expect I would give in to this cute lantern and carry one after nine years. Carrying a lantern no longer seems childish to me now.

My mother is back from her shopping trip to HK. Just a brief update, detailed one another time.
I love the clothes bought(: Very price worthy and special.

Oh, Gary became the spotlight of media there now, due to some issues. He was drunk and fighting if I am not wrong.

Bought in HK, but made in Korea(: MADE IN KOREA(me loves)!!!

SS501 and Korean F4 items, from file to keychains. All those in the picture above are files though, enough to last me one file for every subject already.

Mooncakes from home. Bought many, with even more Snowy ones, but they are currently in the freezer.

My favourite calendar. It's forward-looking too, for use in 2010.

KOREAN LOVES MANY MANY(:

2009-09-27T13:46:00.002+08:00

Have nothing better to do, so decided to drop by to reply to tags and post Youtube video. But my tagboard cannot load, sorry but will you people another time then. Enjoy the video in the meantime then(:

After School-Ah
This song has a bitchy style somehow, but I like(: And there it a deeper meaning to why I want to share this, ask me personally if you want to know.

KOREAN LOVES(:

2009-09-25T16:41:00.007+08:00

I don't know what to write here. Do you people rather I post Youtube links? Any constructive suggestions? I don't want to blog about my daily life, cause it's too either too boring or so happening that I forget most of it. I wanted to post on Korean bands, like SS501, SNSD, Super Junior, After School, FT Island and DBSK, but many of the people seems to hate Korean band. Why? 'They seriously so disgusting/ they are just people made of plastic/ they all so fake' are amongst the most common reply I get from them. Well, personally I do not agree with their views, as I think it's fine to go for plastic surgery. Anyway, plastic surgery requires lots of courage(think failures, pain, scars) and also money. These are just some of the brief issues by the way. So I think if we should not criticise them just because they went for cosmetic surgery. What rights do you have to say them? Are you jealous of their beauty or what? Go for plastic surgery first before you start judging other people. (Oh I forgot, you don't have enough money to go for one yourself. Wait, even if you have, I bet it do no difference to you after the surgery, you will still remain as ugly.) And apart from good looks, these Koreans can really sing and dance very well too(: Can you do the same? After all, what wrong has these people done by choosing to further beautify themselves? Doesn't cosmetics/make-up have the same purpose in the end too. Think about it after reading this, think deeper.

Vanessa Liu Chit Yu LOVE Park Jung Min(朴政玟 박정민)of SS501!!!
He's my sexy charisma forever(: Jung Min is a shining star, forever the superstar in my heart. On a random note, Jung Min uses a green flip phone and Mac laptop. I suddenly wanted a flip phone and Mac book like never before. My conclusion, guys who uses flip phones and Mac book are so handsome, well not all.
SS501 Double S Domination: Park Jung Min(youtube video)

ps. Hero Jae Joong of DBSK is very hot too(:

2009-09-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

Have time, so dropped by to change my blog songs(: On top of my favourite tunes by Girls' Generation and SS501, I added two other very nice songs. Both version could be found on Youtube too, I blogged about it two or three posts ago. First is Sorry Sorry by SNSD, damn sweet as it's in a slower tune. And next is Gee by Super Junior, damn romantic(: As you should know, Sorry Sorry was originally by Super Junior and Gee by SNSD, but they swapped and the effects are so much better. For your information, SNSD/Girls' Generation and whatever all refers to the same Korean group consisting of 9 pretty girls. Stop being jealous of their good looks, I know you are. And I don't think there is an issue with Korean artistes going for plastic surgery, all that matters is how good-looking they are in the end. You may beg to differ, but I have the say here.

[+MP4] 090624 Super Junior - Gee Cover On Music Travel (LaLaLa)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IkFcZb0wz5A&feature=related

[+MP4] 090624 SNSD - Sorry Sorry Cover On Music Travel (LaLaLa)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkMdA7zsjn8&feature=related

2009-09-21T18:21:00.026+08:00

Vanessa Liu LOVES SS501(:
That's simply love<3> Boys Over FLOWERS!!!

So played around with a flower, as inspired by the name 'Boys Over FLOWERS'.

Flower, flower, FLOWERS.

I love flowers now.

Loving flowers.

Okay, you will love me after seeing all this photographs of me and my face, with flowers(:

Orange polka shirt don't look nice, so I shall change to a black one.

There you go.

Better right?

Yes(:

It's love love LOVE.

Boring already. I know.

This is just 10% of the photographs.

But I think you will die after seeing them all.

Now, we shall stop here for the day.

I know this post is really very random. I have lots to say, but I cannot put myself to say it here, not now anyway. So much to say/do, so little time. My mother is flying to HK tomorrow(: So happy, she buying lots of clothes and SS501 stuffs for me. But I would be without her, for the first time in my 15 years of life. No one to nag at me, wake me up, cook my dinner and all...

How often do we, but place down the running thoughts on our minds, lay aside our worries and woes for a moment, forgetting all the regrets and hatred in our lives. In short, stepping out of our complicated urban life, to pursue peace within, looking at the beauty around us, taking in the love we always took for granted, returning what we should and ponder over the route not chosen?

2009-09-18T16:44:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkMdA7zsjn8

Super Juniors Sorry Sorry by Girls Generation(SNSD)(: It's very nice. And I like SNSD now, some special reasons(:

2009-09-16T19:24:00.011+08:00

More photographs from days or even weeks ago. This was last Friday, when I went to buy my new phone. At Suntec.
I love my phone wrapping, it's like that of a Mac. If I did not know better, I would have thought the 'Quick Start Guide' was for my iPod Touch instead.

But I have gone back to loving my LG chocolate too. It's very cool, for a phone of 3 years. Unlike my sucky Sony Ericsson phone. It can type text with strikethrough!!! I have never seen this in any other phones.

The above statement means all to me(:

More shopping during my school holidays.

And not forgetting hours before my Cyber-shot, shooting random shots of myself.

Dressing up just for photography.

Bought items from Etude House.

The Korean skincare brand Lee Min Ho uses(:

This was the Kim Hyun Joong photo with a flip phone which caused me embarrassment and laughter too, for those who know the story.

2009-09-14T19:19:00.027+08:00

Missed me? I am finally back with a long, decent, photograph filled post(: People who know me well will know I cannot do a proper post without photographs. Queer habit of mine.
There are over a thousand photographs accumulated over the past weeks across 2 digital cameras( Sony DSC Cyber-shots) and 3 handphones. It would be impossible for me to upload all today though. So just cope with what I have for now.

Teddy bear became a major part of my study corner(:

Bought this many days ago. I remembered clearly the staff at City Chain was very handsome. And he was very nice(:

Solvil Titus<3

My two most precious gadgets!

Okay, including my other camera, three precious(:

Wide-screen, me love.

I love my HTC touch diamond 2(:

Went COMEX, bought my phone and a few other electronic items there.

Sony is still my favourite. Even the male sales promoter they hire are very good-looking. Say the truth, the best looks amongst other brands(: I keep on taking their flyers, because one cannot possible resist their heart-melting cute smile and reject the flyer in their hands.

My camera is still available, still very new(:

My phone is styled for performance.

2009-09-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

This few days have been long, and unforgettable ones. In a positive, or rather sweet way(: Short of time, even for a short update. And my Cyber-shot is not on my side-.- How can it like that to me, I love it so much? My Photoshop is also very slow now, due to my excessive downloads of brushes. Addicted to Korean songs by Girls Generation now. Their songs all very hot. Then, I bought a new handphone yesterday(: My long awaited one. By the way, yesterday was a very HANDPHONE day(will elaborate with pics new time). It's late now, time for me to go and sleep. Must start to nurse my eyebags already, before I got mistaken as a panda.

Will not be blogging so often. As I have no time even for myself. But one day, I will be back. Oh, I just played around with the codes in my blogskin. I know, it's very out of shape now. But I am too lazy to find a new skin.

2009-09-10T00:03:00.004+08:00

Thursday. 10 September 2009.

Current Mood: Fatigue.

Bad New):

Korean boyband SS501's Kim Hyun Joong down with H1N1Posted: 09 September 2009 1134 hrs

SEOUL : Kim Hyun Joong of popular South Korean boyband SS501 has been diagnosed with the H1N1 flu virus and is currently hospitalised in Tokyo, said his agency. The “Boys Over Flowers” star who was in Japan to promote the hit drama series over the weekend, was down with a fever and a headache, and was forced to miss promotional activities on Sunday. According to a statement by agency DSP Media, Kim was scheduled for a noon flight back to South Korea on Monday and had made it through immigration without any problems. But the singer was later taken to the emergency room when his health took a turn for the worse. The 23-year-old was diagnosed with Influenza A (H1N1) and will remain in Japan for further observation. Kim’s agent said other band members are well and will continue working on a new album which will be released in Japan. - CNA/il

(copied from Channel New Asia. com)

Take care and recover soon, Hyun Joong(: See, this is why I am his wife and you are just a third party. Do you even know Kim Hyun Joong is down with H1N1? I bet not.

2009-09-08T14:45:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 8 August 2009.
Current Mood: 时光中飞舞

I am so sad, missing home. If only I could control time, fast-forward and pause at any time I like. How great would it be? I want to go HK now. I only want HONG KONG!!! I don't care, I want HK. I want faster go back, stay there forever. November faster come!!! I want to stay there for life, I don't want to go anywhere, not at all. I am missing life back at home, the life I should have lead. If only, I feel so helpless now. How I wish I could turn back time and re-write my life from the start again. I MISS HOME. Yes, I have been bottling this for a long time, I want to say it out now. I want my HK, I WANT!!! Why must my family come to Singapore? I just wanted a simple life, a child-hood in HK. Why can't I get such a simple wish fulfilled. WHY???

My mother told me I still have a chance to go back and study in HK. My university studies. But, it's really a long road there. Before that, I have to ace my O Levels, get into a Junior College, ace my A Level with good grades. Along side that, I still have to compete with China talents who pursue their education in HK. WTF is this. I don't understand those China people, why must they go HK? Can't they stay at their own China? Come to HK for what, take away everything. In the end all my HK handsome guys marry China women-.- Can't they just marry a China guy?! Somemore corrupt my homeland and use our government's money. I hate you. Just F off can. We don't welcome you.

I am addicted to shopping already. My auntie asked me if I wanted her to buy clothes from HK. I don't know where to start my request. It's going to change to winter clothes soon, so any inspirations? I hate it, everytime I go HK also winter season. Then cannot buy clothes-.- My trip to South Korea also during winter time. Hope got snow then(:

2009-09-05T23:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 5 September 2009.

Happy Birthday Jasmine Chin Si Min(:

Mi Tang, you finally 15! Well, Happy Fifteen. Work hard on your studies, continue to excel. Got time we meet up to study, especially A Maths, okay? Try to shift your tuition to other days, so we can have weekly Wednesday sessions. As you requested, I shall step out of our love triangle for one day. Which is today, of course. Have a nice day with Kim Hyun Joong(: After now, he will be mine again. Haha, don't angry or jealous. Smile(: I love you, mi tang.

Ps. I cannot find a photograph where by we both look glam, hence copied this from your Facebook. Hope you don't mind.

2009-09-02T17:37:00.024+08:00

Wednesday. 2 September 2009.

Current Mood: Recovering from gastric flu(again).

Message: Happy Birthday to all September babies(:

Meant to post all this a few days back, but I was down with gastric flu. I realised I have been very prone to gastric flu lately. Vomited a few times and I have not appetite at all. So basically, I did not eat anything for the past 48 hours-.- Even if I did not eat anything, I still feel like vomiting. That was a painful experience. But an ideal way of loosing weight. I lost 3kg till date!
Mr Neo's Teachers' Day gift and card. He got the IT servery teacher of the year award(: Keep it up Mr Neo!
I realised I have many Minnie/Mickey mouse things at home.

Mr Loh's key chain. I really hope he liked it, though he confessed he don't like Mickey Mouse. I have no idea what else to give him. And I really liked this key chain a lot.

Mr Loh's Teachers' Day card. Mr Loh was awarded the inspiring teacher! Knew our votes were worth it after all. And to say the truth, Mr Loh was really the best teacher to be awarded the inspiring teacher award. At least, he inspired our class of Maths failures to develop passion for Maths. Thank you Mr Loh, for all that you have done(:

Lastly, Happy be-lated Teachers' Day to all teachers(:

HTC phone(:

So style and cool right?!

No, it's not mine. It's my handsome partner, Lee Ming Sheng's(: I am honoured to have a partner like him. During lesson time, I would always ask him to lend me his phone. Which he would, but refuse to let my know his pass code-.- Anyway, Ming Sheng's HTC Dream rocks!!!

Guys from my class, usual jokers. They make you cry, then you will end up laughing harder than you were crying.

Still, at the end of the day, Panandol is the best(:

The medicine sucks, it taste horrible:/

Look carefully. I have fully recovered by now(:

I went to the supermarket with my mother. I left my phone at the seafood department. Next thing I knew when I went to retrieve my phone. A fish ate up my Sony Ericsson logo and replaced it, in green too. LOL. I want a smart phone!!! Immediate please(:

2009-08-31T00:03:00.005+08:00

Sorry. Had been too busy to update lately. Will come back with my daily updates soon(:

2009-08-25T16:18:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 25 August 2009.
Current Song: Tell Me Why-Untouchable.
Current Mood: Tell me why.

Changed my blog song. It's 'Tell me why', which is exactly my current mood. I want to know why. Even though I know many things in life have no reasons nor answers, but can you tell me why?! I am so worn out, tired to think now. Just tell me why will you please. Let me have my wish, will you? I want to know why!!!

Tell Me Why.

2009-08-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

19 August 2009.
Current Mood: Up and Down.

Started off the day with late report at school(an hour later than the usual time), thus I am more awake today(: Chinese, then maths, and physics(test), recess, (let's not talk about her lesson). I was top in class for English, now with her, I think my English can fail. No doubt with my Geography too. I almost forgot, DMB is recruting Colourguards. I was at the booth with Jia Ying during recess, I was asking random people to join. Like Brandon(revenge for cutting my queue!) and Shin Rong(for refusing to tell me his iTouch password). In the end, Kumar went to put down my name, mind you full name-.- So have to tell Mr Loh it was a mistake. I know many people think I am a DMB member, even a colourguard. But I can say here I am not a member of Deyi Band and I am not interested in being one either(:
Did the Maths and Science Quiz after school today. Mr Soon setted the paper(I think). Nice paper, I don't know how to do a single question. Questions asked were nothing we have ever seen before. Who discovered the circulation of blood, what is Fleming's Left Hand Rule in Electromagnetism used to determine. These are more like questions for Univesity students.
Had A maths lesson after school that, with Si Min and Haikal. Covered the whole topic of Binomial Theorem, totally energy draining. Tedious work indeed. Thanks Mr Loh for his patience(: And also Mr Hiew for lending me his A Maths textbook, when I hardly know him at all(: Walked to MRT station with Si Min after lesson. Talked about many things, mostly Kim Hyun Joong. Her phone is filled with thousands of his photo, can see until blind. But her selfish phone have no Bluetooth, nevermind, Kim Hyun Joong is in my heart already(: Si Min said she will wear her spectacles to school tomorrow, the Emporio Armani one. To match with my husband(Kim Hyun Joong). Yes, you never see wrongly, he is MY husband(:

Got back my mathematics common test result today, not really bad. But I don't know why, I don't feel happy about it. It's not like I cheated or anything, I did it solely with my own ability. Queer it seems, I don't know why, I don't feel happy at all. I know this isn't right, if it was the old Vanessa, I would be screaming in tears of joy. I would be asking presents and rewards from my tutor, mother, father and family. But today, I don't have the feel to ask for rewards at all. When I told my parents my results, they just said:'Okay, Keep it up'. Their words broke my fragile heart, I kind of expected something like this. It's just, I don't understand them. I feel like my parents don't understand me, not at all. I don't know exactly how to describe it. It's just, I know they do not love me. Not at all. I know I might not be their perfect good daughter, but what are they to me? Did they reflect how they treated me?!! I know, they generously buy me cameras, games, phones. But so? They never showered me with love, not even for a second. They really hated me, for why, I don't know. I hate this family, I hate my life, I hate myself. No, I am not the problem. Shut up, for you know nothing and don't get to see what I see at all. Yes, I cried, but not for my parents. It's just, I cried because I don't understand why is my life like this.

I feel like pointing a gun at your heart and fire away, to let you feel how painful my heart feels now.

2009-08-18T22:34:00.006+08:00

Tuesday. 18 August 2009.

Current Mood: Happiness(:

My wish came true! Just booked the air tickets to HK. And it's an A380 Singapore Airlines(SIA) flight(:
I have always wished to board the A380(: So for me, it's my dream come true.

Will be back home from 9 Nov 09 to 8 Dec 09, exactly a month(: That's the max an airplane ticket can go. So now I need not worry about my grades, even if I fail all, I can still go back to HK. A few days ago, I was still wondering if I could return if I were to fail three or more subjects. Then there was also the concern of how long would my grades entitle me to stay at HK. Now, I am stress-free(:

But no, I want presents. Lots and lots of them, the best way to get expensive presents is through good grades. And my Korea trip(:

Found this at home a few days back. It's so pretty that I cannot bear the heart to use it.

I know. I am a lucky bitch in your eyes. I have everything you ever yearned and wished for. My family is perfect, my mother loves me a lot, my father pampers me, I have everything I wishes for. I don't wan to argue with you people now. All I can say is, my life is not as perfect as you see. I have many wishes not fulfilled. I seems happy, but deep down I am empty. Remember this, the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.

2009-08-17T17:27:00.016+08:00

This is my second post of the day. i don't know why am I blogging here, I want to rant. But nevermind, I've deleted my 1256word count of rantings away. It makes no sense and will bore you to death anyway.
Photographs from quite long ago.

This is what happens when my tutor arrives late. I know how messy my wardrobe is, but I am too lazy to sort my clothes according to colours now. Next time, when I find the mood, I will tidy it up.

Tried new ways of fashion, as learnt from various Youtube tutorials. Some doesn't work well on me. Some are to hard to learn, I know I am stupid.

I am so tired of my phone, 10 months already!!!! Must wait till October, end October to be exact. WHAT THE FUCK! How to live till then?!

See my 'colours(:' is added using Photoshop. Thus can filter and add effects to the words, other photo-editing software cannot do it(:

I wants a htc phone(:

Collected my sheep after so long.
I so love it,it's all clean and white now(:

Attached it to my wallet now. Hope the guys of my class will not bully it again.

OMG!!! Kim Hyun Joong is in Hong Kong now(: With Heo Young Saeng too. They were found to be at Lan Kwai Fong clubbing yesterday at one in the morning. Just read it off the newspaper. Their trip to HK is for leisure, not work. Must be last month they go HK promote their concert and fell in love with my home. Then now go back again to sight-see. As I said, everybody loves HK(:

On a random note, I arrived at school during recess today. Surprisingly, it was my second time coming to school during recess, but no detention for me(: Mr Tan caught me skipping Chinese:/ But he still smiling to me. Michelle and Jia Ying then came to accompany me. The moment I stepped into class everyone was commenting about me skipping school to avoid CCA parade. I think a few guys even told Mr Neo that-.- So during Physics, I handed my letter to Mr Neo. Guess what he said? 'Good Vanessa, keep up the good job(:' I was like, what talking you? Then he added, the speedy recover of your... er fever. More evil smiles.

2009-08-17T08:43:00.003+08:00

Monday. 17 August 2009.
Current Mood: HAPPY(look at time now!)

It's school time now, but I am here at home blogging away. Just read a few chapters of CSI:Miami, nice and interesting as ever. I am slightly sick and to avoid CCA parade, so I would be attending school after CCA parade ends. I self-granted myself half-day(: But at least I will attend school in the end, better than skipping school all the way. Mother wrote letter for me, actually is I type and print then ask her to sign it(:

Anyway, I still couldn't believe what happened last Friday. I wanted to skip CCA to go out with Jia Ying and Michelle. So I faked a fever, rubbed my thermometer to 37.7degrees. Then I reported my temperature to Yu Xian, she asked me to rest and re-take. Drank water too. This is when the funny thing happened. I really wanted to go home badly, but there were too many people to cheat there. Just as I was about to accept fate, shoving the thermometer resiliently down my mouth, I got the shock of my life!!!! My temperature was actually 37.6(can go home already), but it didn't stop there, it went up to 38.0degrees(: So my seniors was happy to let me go home, and I happily went home. Even as I was walking to the bus stop with Michelle and Jia Ying, my temperature was 38.5degrees!! How queer, for I am sure I was not having a fever then. Maybe my angel fulfilled my wish or lady luck was shining onto me then(:

I want to go Korea at end of year, so I am working very hard now(: I think going back to HK is no longer a concern, it's the duration that is the concern. It might be a week or a month and over. But everything is depends on my results. Mother asks me if I want to go Macau or China. I want to go China, China is a nice place too. You wouldn't believe how nice their hotels were and the variety of attractions the offer. Last last year went Shanghai, it's an eye-opener. Maybe I should go to canton this time. But I also want to go Macau, despite going there on countless times. I want to stay at the Venetian, that's where Boys Over Flowers is filmed(: The only sad thing is, I've been to Macau so often that I no longer find it interesting. And I cannot enter Casino, when Macau is filled with Casino everywhere. I want to go in try my luck. Lastly, going to Macau may mean I cannot board Cathay Pacific anymore, must take JetStars-.- I don't want take budget airlines, I want take A380(:

My HK house is under renovation(: I want go back HK, the sooner the better(:

Getting ready for school now(:

2009-08-13T19:20:00.002+08:00

Thursday. 13 August 2009.
Current Song: Genie-Girl's Generation(SNSD).

If you were wonder what is SNSD, it seems to be common everywhere now. Everywhere you go, Faebook profiles, Blog, iTunes, you often see the words SNSD right?! If you don't, it's really time to open your eyes-.- Just yesterday, I saw a guy at J8 with the words SNSD shaved on his head. As in, his hair spells outs SNSD. I passed by blog with SNSD craze. So as it appears SNSD is way more popular than Wonder Girls now. Delete away 'Nobody' from your playlist, it's time to replace it with 'Genie' and 'Gee'. Those who are crazily in love with Wonder Girls are seriously so outdated, they are no longer popular in Korea now. I don't live in Korea nor do I read Korea newspapers, but so far I know, SNSD is very popular in Korea now. Their craze is slowly coming to Singapore and Asia too. In fact, their albums bet the sales of that of Wonder Girls. So next time when you go out, look out for the words SNSD/Girl's Generation/少女時代 /소녀시대(: They really are everywhere. You may not believe me now, but I can tell you, it's your loss not mine in the long run. I always used to tell friends of mine how BOF nd Kim Hyun Joong are hot. They often told me,'They so disgusting/gay/fake/plastic surgery'. They even say I have no taste. What now?! They begged me to tell them more about Hyun Joong. Asking me for BOF DVDs, song tracks, photographs-.- Not only one, but actually 6 of my friends. I am not angry with them, it's just, they are so funny. Don't you agree?

Girl's Generation-Genie(: My blog song. I am so in love with this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=am0ybmljEnc

Anyway, since I am blogging aout Korean now. I realised Bishan really have a lot of Koreans. When I say a lot, it really means a lot. Every time I go out, I am sure to hear Korean. Sadly, they are not good looking at all. Must be never go for plastics surgery , that's why-.- The guys are all short and super fat, with nothing like the looks of typical Korean hotties:/ And I see no potential in them either. To add on, they are so loud and rude. Such a disappointment. NO, I shall stick to my HK guys, more reliable(:

2009-08-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

My blog is now private(: Only invited 52 people, some from my primary school, some from my sec school, some from my class, some from home. It took me a long while to get this done. You are here by my invitation(: I have no idea why my sender name is 'vanessa loves you', so don't think otherwise(: I am too tired to post anything in particular here now. Just now, I was having a great time laughing at some of our e-mail names, childish but cute. Oh, I just realised, I don't have the e-mail contacts of at least 12 people in my class. Some of which I talk to or even walk home with daily!!! Most of them are who I usually go out with-.- All thanks to the convenience of handphones, we didn't even have to chat via messengers. Lastly, I want a HTC Hero. Yes, I am dying to change my handphone. HTC Hero, faster launch and come to Singapore!!!

2009-08-10T01:04:00.007+08:00

I am sad): Very sad, depressed maybe.
I hate to think.

I hate you. I hate the miseries you brought to my life.

I hate myself.

I don't know what to write here. I think I will private my blog soon, open to my contacts on MSN only. I hate people who I don't want to/people who I don't even know read my blog. This is perhaps for the best.

Sometimes, even after living 15 years on Earth. I see no point in continuing to live on, just feel like jumping down from a height. Yet, thinking the bloody mess and sight, I would turn to charcoal. At least charcoal, you will die peacefully, no pain and as a whole. You will die from minimum suffering, only a cough or two and suffocation. But you will not experience as much pain as other suicide methods, it's almost quite painless. In short, you will pass away peacefully as if you've sleeping. Deep in sleep, with nothing to worry about. Don't worry, I wouldn't choose death yet. Unable to balance a few chemical equation, or memorise my geography notes will not land me into suicide just yet. Even if I don't know a chapter in my entire A.Maths syllabus, I will not choose to die. Choosing death is an easy way out, but I prefer challenge. Though I admit, sometimes, after 4 hours of attempting to solve countless maths problems, only to fail. I do think death is a considerable chose to my miserable life. NO?

2009-08-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

It's been so long, since I managed to seek some decent time out from my busy day and blog something with content. As in something that is not ranting, scolding, cursing, or whatever I do when I am emotionally unstable. I am very happy now, for no reason in particular. I just feel happy. That however wears away when I glanced at the pile of homework on my study table. Anyway, EOY exams are like not that far away. Shall start to really study soon. But I really wonder when will my 'soon' turn into reality, it's a bad habit of mine to push things I could have done to the next day. Yet, even if I committed I will do something the following day, excuses will crop up then, so my 'the-next-day' never seems to come. It's an unhealthy cycle, I keep saying, next day, next time, next week, next month. At the end of the day, my tasks on hands snowballs themselves, yet I still chose to drag on. But this is perhaps human nature. We always chose to push things we dread to some future date, hoping we will never have to face it.

My studies is turning from bad to worse, I must start to do something about it. Oh, on a random note, decisions is that my house in Hk will not be rented out. In fact, it will be renovated, waiting for my return. There goes my house with the sea view, back to staring at sky sculptures at night. Back to looking and enjoying the view of posh houses on Mid-Levels and the peak from my living room. Back to live at where I was since I was born. It's decided that my other house with sea view will be rented out, but I don't mind not having any sea view. Personally, I don't quite mind sea view or no sea view, and it's only rented out. At the end of the day, both are my house fair and square. No loss, only gain(:

Heading out for late night supper now. I wonder how much weight have I gained recently. Been indulging into fast food at late night almost daily now. I need a strict diet plan, but let effective take place tomorrow(I have been saying this since at least 6 months ago).

Change is coming soon(:

2009-08-07T00:12:00.007+08:00

Thursday. 6 August 2009.

Lunch was recently with my classmates, mostly fast food. There goes my dieting scheme. I shall exercise more from this second onwards(: While eating, we mostly talked about different people. I realised people are not as nice and good as they seems. It's useless even if you have breath-taking beauty faces, for you have sadly no inner beauty at all. That makes you worse than any typical mannequin in a apparel shop. But I admit nobody is perfect, I am not, neither is anyone. This does not however includes using people or your friends who were true and sincere to you. Okay, no more said for I am speechless.

Had Double Fillet-O-Fish with Seaweed shaker fries for lunch this afternoon with mother. It's delicious.Saw Jun Jie too(: At first sight, I thought I saw the wrong person. I mean I thought Jun Jie was in a poly, no offence though. But I soon realised it really was him. So before leaving MacDonald's I shouted his name. He didn't respond within the first few seconds, so I thought it was really the wrong person. Then, after a long while, Jun Jie turned around with his usual cute smile. Didn't have any chance to talk, I was with mother and he was with his friends. At least I was glad I didn't recognise the wrong person. Seeing him, it reminded me lots of my days in lower secondary. Especially during Secondary One, slacking at random places after school. I have changed a lot since then. Sometimes, things and people change, for a good cause(: Anyway, hope Jun Jie is doing fine too.

I am so tired, really of everything. The people around me, the complex friendship matrices, the endless homework, the uncountable tests(I had two surprise test just today, making it a test almost daily). I seriously need a break from all these. There are days in life, I want to do nothing but cover myself under the blanket and sleep till I'm contented. Hoping sleeping will thrown away all my troubles and stress. Life is so tough, everything is so complicated. I don't know what I want either, am I living to die or dying to live. The only fun in life is, there are no what ifs, no way to predict the future. You will never know what you do today, how would it affect you afterwards. I need a break-away, now!

I always loved shopping, too bad Singapore has no H&M. I thought there would be one at Ion Orchard, but no):

2009-08-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

Monday. 3 August 2009.

It's August, a new month. Means I am at most 4 months away from going back home(: My Korea trip and Macau too. Mother says it possible we go all 3 countries during my end-of-year home visiting trip. But must take Jetstar(budget airlines), then we can alight right off at Macau and play there a day or two before going HK. I don't want to sit budget airlines, I want Cathay Pacific. Singapore Airlines is fine too, but JetStar?!! Would the plane even crash like the France's one? And to add on, I want to take A380 to HK, they offer daily flights. Imagine, spending 3 boring hours on a hotel-like-plane, instead of chewing on your fish and watching the Finding Nemo for the hundered and one time(: If I choose JetStar, I can get to go Macau. I might even spend a day or two at Venetian(: The grand and beautiful Venice-designed hotel in Boys Over Flowers(:

I know I look weird here, somehow. Above photography editied in my Cyber-shot itself. Cool right?! I bet your DSC cannot do the same, no hearts and wordings for you. But I don't know why got the black border at both sides-.-

2009-07-31T21:17:00.003+08:00

Friday. 31 July 2009.

Current Mood: Everything is coming(and leaving) too fast.

Message: Happy Birthday Angela(:

Have you ever felt like you lost a very very good friend of yours before, the special someone who have caused a great change in your life. The someone who cares about you, the someone who wishes the best in everything you do, the someone who impacted and transformed your life. The someone who guided you through your times of high and low, the someone who everyone likes a lot. The someone who was very patient and always there to clear your every doubt. The someone who did his very best to motivate and wished, doing all that he could to help us get good grades. That special someone caused a major turning point in my life this year. I used to be a constant Mathematics failure, someone who always scored single digit for every other test. I used to see no sense in any Maths topics, I was a complete retard in Maths. Truth be told, I knew my grades could have easily landed me in a Pure Science class. It was really Maths that caused me to end up in my current class. My class was regarded as a class of Maths failures(nobody in our class passed Maths in sec 2). Everyone sees us as the worst Secondary 3 Express class.

Yet, with some luck, this year we have Mr Jay Loh as our Maths teacher. He was far more than a patient Maths teacher. Mr Loh was the dream and ideal desired teacher of every class. I have friends in neighbouring classes whom wanted Mr Loh as their Maths teacher. To us, Mr Loh was more than a mere Elementary Mathematics teacher. He is our favourite teacher, this is common knowledge around the school. Even teachers, students from neighbouring classes or even our form-teacher(Mr Neo) knew this. Over time, Mr Loh had gone beyond being our Maths teacher and favourite teacher, he has somehow became our good friend. Every member in 305 loved Maths because of him. I used to hate Maths to the core, dreading every Maths lesson, wishing I need not take Maths at all. Now, after 7 months, Maths is my favourite subject. School days are only interesting and fun if there was Maths lesson. Even if that Maths lesson was a short 30 min lesson, it was enough to add colour to my boring school day. We used to sleep during lesson times, perhaps till today for some subjects, but nobody ever slept during Maths lesson. Without having to say, we all know deep down our hearts how much we liked Mr Loh's lesson and how much we loved his lessons. He is the best teacher anyone could ever have, despite being sick, he still gave us long hours of remedial during our Mid-Year Examinations. He marked our homework and tests as efficiently as he could, so as to allow us to get our work and results back earlier. Mr Loh never pushed work to the last minute, he always cleared our doubts and problems right away(not that we have any with Mr Loh). Nobody cheated in his tests(not that we dare not, we just didn't want to), we put our best foot forward in our Maths as our way of gratitude. Homeworks and assignments were done with loads of effort, we tried till the very best, before turning to him for help. Perhaps these are just a few of the many reasons why our class respected, loved, liked, enjoyed having Mr Loh as our Elementary Mathematics teacher this much. Mr Loh, rarely took leave, I remembered after our MYE, he took leave for a couple of days. Most of my classmates were very shocked and worried for him, for Mr Loh is a teacher who rarely absents himself despite what happens. Mr Loh was someone who managed well discipline in our class, not because he is fierce or a Military Band teacher. The reason was everyone respects and liked him, we did not want to make him angry. Amongst all our teachers, Mr Loh has the least problems with us. We did our best to submit his homework on time. You might think it's because of the lines he make us write for late submission, but I can tell you it's not. Didn't Mr Neo detain us and make us write lines too, but people continue to submit their Physics homework late too right?! We never feared to voice our our doubts in Mr Loh's lesson, and we knew he would always clarify it for us. Mr Loh is like a genius, he seems to know everything we didn't. But what really amazed us was his super memory. He could easily recall who owed him homework, who and what careless mistakes they made in the test or homework. With this gifted memory of his, he would apply it in our lessons. If he knew you were weak in angles, he would ask you more questions regarding angles during lesson time. It's really amazing, as if it was no hard work at all to remember whom and what he should focus more on. He seems to have every of our mistakes well kept in our memory, always available to recall it anytime. Furthermore, he was a teacher who scarifies, willing to spend his holiday to teach us topics we were weak at. Where else can you possibly find a teacher who spends Saturdays with you, just to teach you topics you didn't understand at, topics of your lower secondary? Did you have a teacher who spends most days of his Jun holiday giving Maths consultation(which were 3-5 students per 2-5hour session)? I believed he could easily gave us a single session of Maths consultation as a class, saving the time and trouble. Why did he bother to conduct them in small groups? It's not that he have got nothing better to do, but on the other hand, he wishes that we understand better in smaller groups and learn more, right?

This is what Mr Loh is to our class, but to me, Mr Loh changed my viewpoint of Maths. He is the teacher whom helped me walk out of failure in Maths. I used to constantly get F9 or E8 in Maths, now I managed to pass Maths. I always thought me passing Maths was something beyond the hope. That was my thinking, until the first day of school this year. Upon his first lesson, I knew Mr Loh would be the teacher who would make a turning point in my Maths grade. But as times passes, Mr Loh did more than bring me out of my failure. He was the teacher who gave me a second chance to prove my abilities, he allowed me to take Additional Mathematics as a private subject. It was impossible for someone who got F9 in her EOY Maths exam to take up A. Maths, hence I didn't even appeal after getting my streaming results. It would be a joke, for a student whom performed so badly in Maths to take up A. Maths right? But Mr Loh helped prove that impossible is nothing. With his lessons, I seem to see the light in Maths. That was why, by February I decided to take up A. Maths as a private subject. Even though I failed my MYE A.Maths, but I decided to put all my effort and work extra hard for my EOY. I must not disappoint everybody, even Mr Loh. Without Mr Loh, I would never have understood Algebra, Indices and many more. If not for Mr Loh, I am sure till date, I would not have passed my Maths. I might even be a complete failure in Maths, still my old-self, hating Maths. If he was not my teacher, I would not be the Vanessa I am today and now. I am sure, without doubt I will never have performed so well in Maths. If it was not for the presence of Mr Loh, I would never have passed my E.Maths and moved on to take A.Maths as an additional subject. When people look back at me now, classmates and friends of mine who used to know I have no talents in Maths. They were all shocked beyond description upon knowing that I actually am no longer a Maths failure. Mr Loh brought me out of my title as a “Maths idiot”. Mr Loh created a miracle in my life. I know, without him, me still as a failure in Maths, I would never make it to a school of my dreams. Now, with a pass in Maths, I could have more choices. I have greater freedom to choose. I felt Mr Loh did more than just simply teaching us Maths, he transformed my life(:

Yes, I have a heavy heart now. It feels like a good friend of mine is going to be leaving soon, the teacher we will a miss a lot. Today, Mr Loh introduced us a new teacher. He said he would still be there in the next 2 months. But I think next year, he might not be our teacher anymore. Of course, nobody wishes for this to happen. We all liked him so much. But it's time to understand, life is not up to you to control. This one year we have with Mr Loh was more than we could have asked for. One year might be a short time, but Mr Loh did many and changed us in this short time. He showed us hope, that one might be a failure once, but that's not for a lifetime. Words cannot express my gratitude to have such a great teacher. All I can say is, thank you very much Mr Jay Loh. I really hope he could follow us up to our last year in Deyi. Even if it is impossible for him to mark the perfect full stop in our secondary school years, thanks for making such a great impact to my life. This impact was for the better, the best so far. I am really thankful to have Mr Loh as my Maths teacher, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR US(:

2009-07-31T20:57:00.009+08:00

I am findng a website to upload the rest of the photos(:

2009-07-30T22:25:00.005+08:00

30 July 2009.

Current Mood: WTF, I am a noob-.-

Look, I should not be here now. I should not even be using my laptop. My two days of e-Learning was fun. It was spend wisely and to the fullest, I did everything, but studying-.- So my e-Learning assignments are not even touched at all. I cannot log on the the LMS. And my laptop cannot read the files, but I doubt anyone would believe me. Truth be told, I don't even have any idea what subjects are included or excluded from my e-Learning.

And I hate photobucket. Maybe I am a noob, for I don't know how to use it at all. The photos disaster below is good evidence. Shall stick to Blogger uploader next time(: Anyway, who says photobucket is user-friendly?!! It is if you use phone cameras, but my photos are all 12.1 mp, thus it took me 2 complete hours to upload 55 pictures to photobucket. I give up already-.-

Okay, off to do my e-Learning assignments(: No, it's to watch TV. Lol.

Watch Watch Watch!!! I know you get nice chemicals effects if you mix around with a few chemicals and new compounds if you combine atoms and molecules. But when you combine lyrics from various popular love songs, the results is like no other(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBIlnTUK0Jo

(edited)FML. I don't know how to use Photobucket at all-.- And an idiotic can still feel happy for my current situation-.- No, two idiots actually. They so happy I never do my e-Learning. One say I can prepare to retain my sec 3-.- WTF, i will work hard one. Anyway, my mid-year within class top 10 position(: I realise I've got such great friends, no.

2009-07-29T20:00:00.110+08:00

Wednesday. 29 July 2009.

It's day one of e-Learning today. Yet the playful me was not at home the entire day. I spend my afternoon dining, shopping and photoshooting at Orchard. I stumbled into another world, a world like my home. After leaving that place, I have the exact feeling when I leave HK. When I was on my way back home, I felt like I've just been to HK and back again. I am not kidding, it's really like HK. If I did not know better, I would not have believed it was possible to have such a place in Singapore. Where? Ion Orchard(:

Two DSC, Cyber-shots, three camera batteries, two memory cards, five hours of fun, a day to remember. With over a thousand photographs, today was a well-spend day in town. I love days like this, so wild and fun.

I am so worn out now, posted some photographs below to share my experience with you. The rest of the photographs will be uploaded tomorrow. The arrangement of photographs is in timeline order, but in the reverse. That is the last photograph is the one I last took before leaving Orchard. The earlier photographs have yet to be uploaded. It took me 5 minutes to upload one photograph, because I uses Blogger photo uploader-.- Any better suggestions? I know I look dark in most of the photos, but I hated using flash. Flash makes me look fat somehow. Click to see full view of my photos, Blogger compressed it to such a small size. Alright, shall do my e-Learning now(:

Vanessa Loves LV(:

2009-07-28T18:31:00.010+08:00

Tuesday. 28 July 2009.

Current Mood: E-X-C-I-T-E-D(:

There are three main reasons for me to be on cloud nine right now.

One: I found out something very interesting, giving me a new goal in life(:

Two: There is no school tomorrow, and the day after. E-learning days(:

Three: I decided to work hard! For my HK/South Korea/Macau trip(: I hope to go all three countries by year end. My lowest target is two, that's as easy as ABC as long as I pass all my subjects by EOY. Mummy says South Korea/Seoul is not an issue as long as I pass!!! (:

I still wishes to have a HTC Hero phone. It's the latest of the Android series, so it has yet to come to Singapore yet. Hero comes after Dream and Magic, so it's the latest one in the line. In fact, it's so new that I would expect perhaps three to five months before it reaches Singapore. However, people around me kept persuading me not to buy HTC phones. Testimonials were that it's very unuser-friendly and there are many software problems? But, Hero is the latest edition. Maybe they already revised and developed it to a much user-friendly phone? Too bad it's not for sale here yet, so I cannot check out the showrooms.

Anyway, I saw something while browsing the web which made me both happy yet sad at the same time. My heart hurts a lot now, yet I feel so happy somewhere-.- Think 12.1 megapixles, it would sure to be a Cyber-shot that comes to your mind right. But it's a camera that pops up and not a phone right? Talking about Cyber-shots, it just occured to me till date I have barely touched my new T-90 pink camera yet(photograph above is my camera)! There are so many functions I can play around with. Okay, back to main topic. So you thought a 2.0 megapixle camera phone, next a 5.0 megapixle phone and lately(not really), a 8.1 megapixle phone is the limit to camera phones?!! To be honest, I thought so too. By the way, my last month's new bought T-90 is 12.1 megapixle. So I thought there was no point going beyond 8.1 megapixle camera phone, for a digital still camera(DSC)latest model in the market is only up to 12.1 megapixles. If you don't believe me, go to any Sony Style showrooms and check it out for yourself. And professional digital single lens reflects(DSLR) are around 12.1 megapixles too.

Yet, Sony Ericsson decided to launch a new phone series soon. Though most of the phones in that line has yet to be confirmed to be launching soon. But, I found one which is confirmed to be launched and made available by the 2nd half of 2009. Which is around now!!!

It even have attractive colour variations too.

So, if you are still living under a rock. Forget about getting yourself a 2.0 megapixle phone(I mean i-Phone-.-)What you should be getting is a 12.1 megapixle phone instead.

Did I mention. All the phones in that new series are at least 10.1 megapixle or above that(: Finally, it's like dream come true. I have always been waiting for a day like this.

It's a Cyber-shot phone, not Walkman phone. So it's software will not be as weak, which means less auto-restart and lags(:

By the way, it's a touch screen phone. No more keypad(:

What more can you ask from a camera phone. You name it, Sony Ericsson's got it.

Say 'hello' to the phone in all the photograph above. It's the Sony Ericsson Idou Cyber-shot(: Or also term as Satio(:

When I first read this news on some online new web, I thought it was a joke of some kind.

http://www.letsgodigital.org/en/21606/sony-ericsson-cyber-shot/

That was my thinking, until I Google-d it and came across the United Kingdom's Sony Ericsson website.
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/satio?lc=en&cc=gb

So I searched further into this high megapixle Sony Ericsson camera phone series. I came across a super beautiful phone. It was love at the first sight for me(:

It's also a 12.1 megapixle camera phone under the new to-be-launched line of Sony Ericsson's. However, I am unable to find details of it's confirmation of launch or whatsoever): Well, time has proven my patience and waiting all along is worth-while(: So I am and will continue to wait for the day to come. It's been nine long months with my K850i, I am so tired of it by now.

The phone above, the one I cannot find any further details on is inspired by a Cyber-shot G3. So, both has vertical sliding functions(: I used to love the G3 a lot. But too bad, it's not a pink Cyber-sot. Which reminds me, after five months, G3 has not arrived at Singapore yet. Singapore, seriously is 1/2 year behind other countries' trend and fashion, no? No, for fashion is one year or so. For Singapore has no winter, so we have to wait for the annual Summer collection.

For my Korea trip's sake, I shall work hard! Sparkling Korea, I saw it(:

2009-07-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

Monday. 27 July 2009.

Current Mood: 爱在瘟疫蔓延时

逐晚倒数为见你准备

愿你快点又与我一起

寂寥足足一个月由电话减少距离

而偏偏竟不知怎说起

是太想念你超过了预期

只想可拥著你然后吻你让你惊喜

由这一分钟我一生就只有你

明日纵使不堪阻不到我用心爱你

让我终於都明了明白你比生死重要

连话语也没法盛载得起

让我终於不动摇这改变因你

2009-07-26T23:25:00.010+08:00

Sunday. 26 July 2009.

Current Mood: Rain fall down as teardrops.

Cheer, for my favourite Double Fillet-O-Fish is finally here in Singapore. I ate one 7 months ago in HK, and got in love with it ever since. I used to think how Singapore's MacDonald's sucks because they don't sell Double Fillet-O-Fish here. Well, it's 7 months of worthy wait after all(: But I think it's not yet available for sell for the time being(?) I just saw the commerical on television and went crazy, imagining how delicious it will be.

By the way, passed HK's McDonald's sit and saw these. Hello Kitty fans will be crazy, no doubt. And I must say I am not a fan of Hello Kitty at all. I know I have many Kitty stuffs, but that doesn't make me a fan of Hello Kitty-.- I know, I have everything of Hello Kitty's, from lunch box to shampoo to clothes, bag and even kitchen set. But really, I am not a Kitty fan.
http://www.mcdonalds.com.hk/chinese/about/happymeal/index.asp

I happened to find out recently that I like boys that look like girls, also know as girl looking guys-.- OMG, what is wrong!!!
Lee Jun Ki, 이준기, 李準基 is an example.

Despite how girly he looks, I like him a lot. Sad to say, I prefer his type to Kim Hyun Joong. But many people also say Kim Hyun Joong has girly looks too-.- I cannot figure out what I like so much about him, but I just know I love guys his type. What is wrong with my taste? However, glad to know, many other girls like Jun Ki alot too. He is super popular in Korea and around the world too(:

Lee Jun Ki (born April 17, 1982, in Busan, South Korea) is a South Korean actor, model and singer. He rose to fame as Gong-gil in The King and the Clown. He graduated from the Seoul Institute of the Arts with a major in Acting, and is a 1st degree in both Hapkido and Taekyon, and 3rd degree in Taekwondo. Besides Korean, Lee also speaks some Japanese, Chinese and English. As of 2007, Lee is one of the top screen stars in South Korea.

Do I really look that down and sad? Friend told me this few day that I always look like I can cry anytime recently. They say I look very depressed. They say I fake a forced smile now. Is it true? I don't know. But I think the crying part is true somehow.

2009-07-26T01:24:00.004+08:00

Sunday. 26 July 2009.

My life is so mixed up now. Even on school days, I sleep after one. Wake up on weekdays at six-thirty, going to school in a sleepy state. If you were to see me when I am on my way to Bishan MRT, you would thought I am half-sleeping. I could hardly open my eyes. Five hour or so of sleep is definitely not enough for a chaotic day at school. I really wonder how I find the energy to endure through the six to seven hours at school in such a sleepy state. On weekends, I sleep at three to four. Saturdays I wake up at nine for tuition. Sunday, ten to rush through my tuition assignment. Wondering how I pass the day in such a crazy manner, I resolve to sleeping during tuition. Which I always don't understand how I manged for it's all private one-to-one tuition. Somehow, I was able to sleep while pretending to solve a tough linear law question. I realise I get more and more active and hyper as the clock tickles later into the night. I have the best appetite after mid-night, which I would not have minded if not for the fats accumulation due to me eating so full before going to bed. Mornings, I always seemed very tired, despite how many hours I slept the night before. And I never have any appetite in the morning, I would vomit anything I eat in the morning. Am I a vampire?

Today I took the same life as my super handsome neighbour. Just me and him. I didn't realise it was him till I walked into the lift and I pressed my floor. I then stared stupidly at him, wondering why he did not press any button. I was listening to music then, but he must have said 'hi' or something like that. He smiled and turned left to his house while I turned right for mine. It only occurred to me that he spoke and smiled to me in the lift, while I watched him go. I am sure he must be in sec 4 or jc by now. Funny how he knew I was the girl-next-door and I didn't. It's not that I fancy him or what, though I must say he is very handsome. It's just, I think I don't put much heart and effort to little things around me. I always overlooked things which are important, assuming them to be minor things. Only to regret after that.

2009-07-25T16:20:00.002+08:00

Photo credits: Jie Xin(:

Saturday. 25 July 2009.

Note: My Second Post for the day.
Life is so not the way I want it to be. I feel like giving up, really I'm too tired to continue all these. But for the sake of myself and my future, I must endure! (Sounds like band right?) Recently, while chatting with a few of my friends, it suddenly occurred to me that I have a KTV set somewhere at home. It's been there ever since I needed it, and I don't really sing much. So over time, it's been negleted at a corner at home. Like my Wii set, bought for ½ year and played only once-.- I managed to found the mics, musics from Internet and the set itself. Everything was ready and perfect, until I realise I cannot find the correct set of cables! Thus, my at home K-session failed terribly. Just if you were wondering, I don't sing much. My mother says she might have accidentally stuffed the cable into some other Hi-Fi set or even thrown it away! Turned to play my Wii, cannot find the remote controls-.- In the end, have no choice but to come here and rant. Maybe going to Ion Orchard either later or tomorrow(:

There's so much I want to say, to express, words from deep down my heart. But these words just get stuck at my throat, turning out as tears flowing down my cheeks instead. And the tears kept coming, like an everlasting flow. What goes up must come down, but some things that go away will never come back. Ever again.

2009-07-25T01:01:00.002+08:00

Saturday. 25 July 2009.

Current Mood: Wide awake.

I know I should be in bed by now, I still have English tuition fist thing in the morning tomorrow. My tuition homework are still undone, and I can't be bothered to complete them now. How would I find the mood and inspiration to write a 600 words composition at this time?! Okay, my E.Maths common test was very badly done today. Hope I can pass. I left a lot of question blank and left many things out. My memory is failing on me, my mind was completely empty when I saw the test paper. I forgot how to determine the turning points and intercepts of the graph. I know, I am lazy, I should have practised. Even if other were to perform badly, it doesn't really matter. For at the end of the day, me is me and them is them. So what if all my classmates score full marks or everyone fails, it's my life and not theirs. From now on, you will never hear me say things such as,'My friends also...' or 'People from better classes also did as badly as me or even worse'. It's my life I am shaping in my very own hands, at the end of the day friends and classmates are just friends and classmates. It doesn't matter if your friend got 7A1 or 7F9, for you is you and me is me. Some things in life, you have to go through it alone, all by yourself. No one can help you, it's really all on my own. Life is really very simple, either you work hard when you are young. Graduate with a good degree and get the job of your dreams, spend the next 3/4 of your life in a relaxing way. Or vice versa, play when you are young and work tediously till an old age. Education only takes up at most 1/4 of your life time, while 3/4 of your life is devoted to your career. Even idiots can do the maths, yet somehow, we often choose to play away 1/4 of our life and suffer the 3/4. Life is never a bed of roses. But you can make the best out of whatever you have, despite how bad it might be. It's never too late to turn over a new leaf and pull up your socks. Sometimes, I really am jealous of people. Those who are born with a silver spoon, have perfect looks and figures, talents in everything and excellent academic results. They have everything, while I have nothing. Life is never fair, the world is never fair either. At times, I wake up wishing things would settle by itself, everything would be perfectly in place when I open my eyes. Yet, these are just at the end silly thoughts and dreams of mine. I really wish my life was the way I wanted it. Problems don't settle by themselves, rather they snowball as time passes. I really wish...

Ignore it if you don't understand, it's just a stupid ranting post of mine.

2009-07-23T22:57:00.018+08:00

Thursday. 23 July 2009.

Current Mood: idk.
Well, photographs shall do the talking today. I am so tired that I can collapse any time now. Tests is already a daily basis of my school life. Tomorrow E.Maths common test and F&N test. The F&N test I totally don't give a damn, will not waste my precious time on it. It shall be a happy failure(:

This was what happened during our 2 and 1/2 hours with Miss Choy yesterday. During 3 periods of English.

Mummy Gabriel got bored and took my things to play around with.

He took my PINK Outdoors school bag and did idiotic stuffs with it. Jia Xing also joined in, too bad I didn't manage to capture Jia Xing with my bag. But I think having Gabriel's is enough.

I was taking these pictures with my phone(lousy cyber-shot phone) in front of Miss Choy. She walked up to me and I thought she wanted to confiscate my phone, but she asked me who was Jia Min-.- And Miss Choy was led to believe the pink bag, bottle and file was Gabriel's. Haikal and Gabriel went around the class fooling and fighting(playing), then faking faint.

I think Gabriel used my items till my diligence got into him too.

Actually, he was really doing work then. But, it was because he have no choice-.-

Mummy Gabriel, all your photographs are uploaded. Thank me(:

What happened during Geography class yesterday, I can neither said was it your fault or Haikal's. But I really hope you two can bury the anger and be friends like you all used to. That way, I will have a fun and irritating Mummy back. Not the quiet and down Mummy I see now. Same with Haikal.

This was Jie Xin's 'I Love You"(:

Chemistry Practical lesson today, did experiments with acids. The acids were so nicely coloured when mixing.

Values Education, Mr Neo gave us these 'hearts' to write on. I choose Zhen Ning, despite majority of my classmates writing to Mr Loh. That shall leave to Teacher's Day(:

Prefer wordy or posts filled with photographs?

Angels really do exist, somewhere above us. My life seems so perfect now, even CCA(: Tomorrow's CCA session is only 45 minutes long(: I suddenly love my CCA alot. LOL.

2009-07-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 22 July 2009.

Current mood: F. up with Blogger.

Blogger sucks a lot. I was in super hyper good mood today. After happily Photoshopping my photographs, I was planning to flood them in my post. But Blogger refuses to let me load the photograph after multiple tries! So my mood took a 180 degrees turn by now. Okay, I should really be studying now.

Translated from Cantonese.

Me: I want go Korea.

Mother: For? Boys or Plastic Surgery??

Me: Both(:

Mother: Fine with me...

Me: Really?!!

Mother: As long as you ownself pay.

Me: You promised me before to sponsor for my cosmetic surgery one...

Mother: Yar, but I decided if I have the money, I should get my own facial perfected before yours.

Me: What for, you so old already!

Mother: Shut up before I don't let you go anywhere at all!!!

.......

I didn't realise I just said something very wrong until I think back again. It's true never mention age to senior women, especially suggestion that they are old.

2009-07-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

Tuesday. 21 July 2009.

11:44pm.

Current Mood: Hopes & Dreams.

Current Song: Gee-Girls Generation.

As predicted, my school day was terribly boring today. Like living hell, but worst has yet to come. Friday, CCA day. That means Vanessa rather die than go for CCA, seriously. I HATE MY CCA TO THE CORE!!!

So my nice and beautiful day started with POA, what a great starter-.- When Mrs Luah(li-pop) stepped into the class, everyone in 305 was sleeping, how cute(: 305, we should do more of this in the future!! Bryan and his friends walked pass and began laughing crazily upon seeing our whole class sleeping away. The rest of POA, I was sleeping soundly. But I could hear outburst of laughter's and shouting every so often. I was woken up every now and then, then the guys kept calling me 'sleeping beauty'.

English, Miss Choy is our new teacher. She should be a new teacher, and she is my geography teacher too. Oh, that reminds me. Tomorrow, after recess all the way to dismissal, 5 periods of half hour each(2 and 1/2 hour) I will be in Miss Choy's lesson. 3 periods of English then 2 periods of Geography. Jie Xin, Zhen Ning and I was talking during the lesson. And Jie Xin drew out a very beautiful 'I Love You!', I went around with it telling my classmates how much I love them(:

F&N, wanted to sleep. But teacher kept on screaming at me. Like I give a damn-.- So Jia Xing began drawing my items here and there, me screaming every now and then.

Recess with Jia Ying(:

Geography, was busy mugging for my Physics test. Thanks Yon Chin for the advice(:

Physics, test. I forgot the conversion of unit, hope I can at least pass. Got back our previous test, me passed with flying colours(not really).

VE, video and reflection.

Home Sweet Home(:

I suddenly have the urge to re-put braces. But the dentist says my teeth are straight enough by now. He recommends me to do retainers instead. And I want to go for cosmetic surgery too. My mother tells me I am too young for it. But what you expect, wait till I am 21 then go for plastic surgery?! I would be so old by then, no?
I want to try baking macaroon too(: It's a delicious French dessert.

2009-07-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

Monday. 20 July 2009.

9:57pm.

I don't know what am I doing here, when my chocolate cake attempt two is baking away in the oven. On the other hand, I should be mugging for my Physics and E.Maths common test now. Whatever, I cannot be bothered with them for the moment now. I shall relax myself, before I get too stress up already. Let's talk about my day at school today then. I woke up late and missed the train, 6 minutes until next arriving train. Sorry for the wait Cin Yee. Walked to school as usual with Cin Yee, talking about everything under the sky. Or rather for today, CCA. Yes, CCA resumed this week. FUCK, i hate going for CCA. Should I fake a fever on Friday afternoon to skip CCA?
To make things short and sweet, below is the summary of my day at school today.
Chemistry-Mr Tan was absent, hence free period(:
Maths-Continued on Properties Of Circles. It's a topic I finally can see the light(:
PE-Mummy Gabriel dragged me here and there, to be the catcher. He was so strong that despite being shorter than me, he dragged me till I could not control my hands and legs.
Chinese-Did workbook then slept.
RECESS(: Stayed in class awaiting my Pink Dolphin drink to return back to my side.
POA-Nothing much, I was sleeping throughout.
Physics-Learnt Radiation. Quite understandable topic.
VE-Racial Harmony, so we filled up a worksheet on other races. We were supposed to ask questions regarding Malays or Tamils. I ended up asking about Koreans. But Korean is a race too, so I don't think I am wrong at all. But my answers were super funny.
What do you know about them: Korean guys are so hot. I want to marry Kim Hyun Joong. I want to marry a Korean guy.
What do you want to know about them: Why are Korean guys so hot? Why do Korean guys look like angels fallen from heaven with such perfect and flawless facial features. Why wouldn't Kim Hyun Joong marry me? Why am I not born a Korean? WHY KOREAN IS NOT ME???
What have you learnt about them: Kim Hyun Joong is so so so so so so so so hot, and he is mine(:
I wonder what would my teacher's reaction be upon reading my reflection sheet.

No doubt, tomorrow will be a long and dull day at school. What you expect, no Maths lesson. With POA and F&N all in one day, two of my most hated subjects ever. The only good thing is there will be Geography and Physics tomorrow too. I like Geography and Physics, but I love Maths. Ion Orchard will be opening tomorrow. I have faith in developments by Sun Hung Kai Properties Co, so will check it out by this month or so(:

Tags reply tomorrow. In the mean time, tired of Wonder Girls and their Nobody? Try this, it's even more hit than Nobody in Korea. Gee by Girls Generation, but the SS501's version was so much nicer. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQ&feature=fvst

2009-07-19T00:40:00.010+08:00

Sunday. 19 July 2009.

12:50am.

Current Mood: Whatever, for I couldn't be bothered any longer.

Current Song: Poker Face-Lady GaGa.

Baked a chocolate butter cake on Wednesday afternoon, due to my free time from the last-minute cancelled Additional Mathematics lesson with Mr Loh, Si Min and Haikal. Haikal still owes me something, numbers(:
I followed the recipe from some online Food Blog.

But in the end, I used my knowledge on baking and did not read the instructions provided at all. The only thing I did was to buy and follow the amount of ingredients on the recipe. So in other words, the process was Vanessa's method. My unique recipe with no experience in chocolate cake baking.

My mother and I expected it to be a complete failure, for it's my first time baking chocolate cake after all. Little did I know chocolate cake was alike the baking of banana cake. I've baked banana cake, butter cake and some fruit cakes in the past before, most was a failure at first. But I must say I have a flair at banana cake cooking, ask my classmates who ate my F&N pratical banana cake and you will know(: I substituted concepts and steps from my banana cake into my chocolate cake, the result was fantastic!

Sugar, spice and everything nice. I realised why my chocolate cake was so sweet and sticky, for the recipe states:

350g flour

445g sugar

Can you believe it, the amount of sugar require was way more than the flour itself!!! I still have yet to count in the 225g of chocolate and chocolate chips. OMG, and I just blindly followed this recipe. I only realised this ridiculous instructions when I finished baking and was enjoying my cake. FML, totally. But glad my cake turned out delicious. Just that I hate to think how many weight I will put on after eating it.

Mixing can help build strong arm muscles, you will not be able to imagine the amount of energy needed to overcome the force and mix the cake well. My arm got very tired after mixing that I fell asleep sweetly while waiting for my cake to bake.

My first chocolate cake baking experience(: It tasted like some rich chocolate cake you get at Starbucks or maybe a 5-star hotel from the hands of a Michelin chef, at perhaps Four Season. I was joking about the Four Season part, but my cake really tasted like a typical chocolate rich cake at those coffee cafes. It's very sweet but tasty, really. I promised to share my cake with my classmates next time, when I find the time to do another baking session.

I like to bake cakes and pastries, a sudden passion. Really, even I don't know what am I posting here. So it's okay if you don't understand. My brain is not functioning. At tuition, I think about computer. When watching TV, I think about people. When sleeping, I think about my future. When eating, I think about dieting. What this my problem?! I just learnt Binomial Theorem today, it's not as hard as my friends say. At least I knew how to do the maths question on that.

l'amour, ce qui ne va pas?

C 'est ce que le mal.

2009-07-18T00:27:00.004+08:00

Saturday. 18 July 2009.

12:34pm.

Current Mood: Thoughts.

First you are my dream, then my magic, now you've my HERO.

Yes, this is my Hero(: By beloved HTC.
I want this phone. It's my love and hero now. My hero, HTC Hero.

The HTC Hero is the third phone manufactured by the HTC Corporation for the Android platform, as part of the A series. Notably, it is the first phone of that series to feature a 3.5mm audio jack, multi-touch capability and the HTC Sense interface. The phone was announced on June 24, 2009 in London. It is also the first Android device to support Adobe Flash.[1] It is scheduled for release in Europe during July of 2009, with Asia and North America to follow later on.[2] The most common name for this UI was "Rosie". Confirmation of the name is given by HTC's picture of a man wearing a rose, but later after the event HTC held on June 24, 2009 the name of the UI became most commonly known as HTC Sense but HTC says that sense is more than just the UI and it incorporates much more with the Android platform and also WinMo platform.[3] The Hero has been rumored to arrive in the US via Sprint, but FCC documents have surfaced to show that there will be a version of the HTC Hero supporting AT&T's bands for 3G.[4]

The specifications according to the HTC website in June 2009:[5]
Screen size: 3.2 in (81 mm)
Screen resolution: 320 x 480
Input devices: Multi-touch Touchscreen, trackball
Battery: 1350 mAh
Talk time: 470 minutes (GSM) to 420 minutes (WCDMA)
Standby time: 440 hours (GSM) to 750 hours (WCDMA)
5 megapixel rear-facing camera with autofocus
GPS
Digital compass
Qualcomm MSM 7200A 528 MHz ARM processor
RAM: 288 MB
ROM: 512 MB
microSD slot (SDHC compatible)
Operating system: Android
Quad band GSM/GPRS/EDGE (GSM 850, GSM 900, GSM 1800, GSM 1900)
Dual band UMTS/HSPA (UMTS 900, UMTS 2100)
Wi-Fi (802.11b/g)
Bluetooth 2.0 + EDR & A2DP
Mini USB (HTC ExtUSB)
3.5 mm audio jack, microphone, speaker
Accelerometer
Size: 112 mm (4.4 in) (h) 56.2 mm (2.21 in) (w) 14.35 mm (0.565 in) (d)
Weight: 135 g (4.8 oz) with battery

http://www.htc.com/www/product/hero/overview.html

I don't want or need any HTC diamond touch 2, HTC Magic, HTC Dream, HTC touch pro 2 phone now, a HTC Hero would do it all. My father actually wanted to purchase me the HTC Hero a few days ago, but i STUPIDLY talked him out of it. That was because I did not know what it was then and though otherwise. FML.

2009-07-14T22:29:00.011+08:00

Tuesday. 14 July 2009.

Current Mood: Better(:

Which of the 26 English alphabet is the most stupid?

(answer at end of the post)

나는 그를 사랑해(:

He's Si Min and my husband. Don't steal him away or we will splash you with acid. Hyun Joong is one of the reasons why I love Korea. I want to go South Korea in December, the snow. But my mother is starting to eat her words and break the promise. I can choose between South Korea or France. Which one to choose better? I so regretted choosing Shanghai over Seoul last last year, but France is different.

I want to make cupcakes and bake lots and lots of cake. But I have no time to do so. From today till next Saturday I am so busy. Study, shop, tuition, rest, mug, play Wii Sports is all I do now.
I found this yesterday, while clearing my cupboard. Yes, I have two ICs. One Singapore and one Hong Kong's. I've got my HK IC since 2005, hence I looked different. My current IC is only valid till 17 years old, after that I will officially have a 3 stars HK IC(: Thinking back, in my photo above, I still have yet to put braces then. Now, it's half a year since I took out those metal wires and brackets, funny how fast time past. Everything seemed like yesterday.

Photoshopped(:

Not Photoshopped.

I am busy nowadays, will not be able to update so often.

The most stupid English alphabet?

Answer is u.

Get it u(you), stupid.

Désolé, l'amour.

2009-07-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

Monday. 13 July 2009.

10:56pm.

Current Mood: All wrong.

I don't know what is wrong, but everything seems so wrong to me. I feel so insecure, helpless and somehow empty. I wanted to upload new photographs, my Cyber-shot played hide-and-seek with me. I wanted to Photoshop some past photographs, my Photoshop would not allow me to load most of the tools I needed. I wanted to talk, but I don't know who and what to talk about. I want to study, but those Physics & A Maths formulas would not get into my mind. I want to shop, but I want to save money too. I want to cry, but I'am afraid people around me would worry. I want to die, but I know that would not solve my problems.

When I was younger, I was always found with laughter. My grandmother always use to say I love to smile. All photographs of me were me smiling heartily, I don't cry. But now, as time passes, everything gets wrong. I forgot when was the last time I was as happy as the days of my kindergarten. I wished I would always remain at four years old. Today, my mother told me a terrible news. I felt like I lost my home after hearing it. The house where I grew up at and resident in every December was to be rented out. I still have a few other houses in HK, but they are not where I grew up in. It's as good as losing my home for me, even though it's only rented out. I felt like some new plant being shifted out of the greenhouse, so weak and homeless.

Vanessa Liu HATES Ian Lim. He tried to steal Si Ming Mitang's and mine Kim Hyun Joong from us!!! Kim Hyun Joong is Si Min and mine, so forget about him. I am so in love with Si Min's phone, because it's filled with photographs of Hyun Joong. By the way, it's a HTC Magic phone. HTC phones are my favourite(: Si Min's phone has the most number of songs ever possible. All my favourite Chinese and English songs could be found. Even rare Korean songs, which none of my other freinds have. Sad thing was, her phone don't have Bluetooth, so much for a Smartphone. Lastly, I love my Si Min 蜜糖(: I know it's random.

2009-07-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sunday. 12 July 2009.

11:40pm.

It's really amazing how fast time past, for me, it seems to fly past my life. Friday seemed like yesterday, yet tomorrow marks Monday. Monday is the start of a new week at school. Now, I am starting to dread going to school. I want to shop and play, not study and tuition. My only memory of how I passed my weekend was tuition sessions. Each lasting from two to even three plus hours, it's like living hell. To worsen things, my parents chose me one-to-one tuition at home, which means no chance to sleep or day dream at all. My tutors are nice, but it's boring. Only Maths tuition is fun, where I get to learn new and interesting Linear Law and theories. Coming to think of it, only Maths lesson is interesting for me at school too. Queer isn't it, when my worst subject is Mathematics, and I in turn like only Mathematics now. I don't want to go school, not anywhere. I only want to go home, HK. I miss everything there!

2009-07-11T06:16:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 11 July 2009.
6:18am.
Current Mood: Hyper.
Current Song: Juliet-SHINee.

I went to bed at around one, thinking to myself to wake up at around five to listen to Korean music on the computer. Amazingly, I awoke at five(exactly) without any alarm(: So listened to different Koren pop song until now, an hour plus. Okay, shall get back to sleep now.

Go watch these two videos. It's an excellent combination of Boys Over Flowers with Twilight background!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myXoT6CL-dg&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeQ3WjOjvns&feature=related

2009-07-09T22:25:00.009+08:00

9 July 2009.

10:45pm.

Current Mood: Tired of studying.

Current Song: Sorry Sorry-Super Junior.

Lately, I have been searching on Youtube for hit Korean pop songs. Turns out, other than SS501, Super Junior, Wonder Girls, TVXQ and all those popular Korean band groups we all know by heart, Korea has many other great singers too. I was quite surprised that all those singers and band we are so familiar with did not make it to the top 10 greatest hit monthly. Most at the top was some local Korean singers we hardly know at all, alike a complete stranger. But to be fair, their songs are really great. One such singer is Tae Goon, which I am currently writing about.

Taegoon (born Kim Tae Goon; Korean: 김태군; born 17 January 1986) is a Korean pop singer and dancer. His first television appearance was on the talent search program Battle Shinhwa in 2005. He reached the final round of the competition and was the last one to leave the group. Four years later, after completing hundreds of auditions he was finally able to start a career.
Born in Gongju, he got to know Kim Jae Joong and became good friends with him, even though they didn't go to school together.[2] Years later Jaejoong is willing to play together with Park Shin Hye and Taegoon in his music video for Call Me. Before he participated in Battle Shinhwa, he shaved his hair. He said in an interview that he didn't let his hair grow until he achieved his dream of becoming a singer. [3] While participating in Battle Shinhwa, he developed a special relationship to Kang Won-Rae, one of the judges. After he failed to make it into Battle Shinhwa(now known as Battle), he got a call from Kang Won-Rae, who said that he danced beautifully and that he wanted to get to know him.[4] Together they went to countless auditions, but Taegoon was unsuccessful. He felt ashamed and did not have any further contact with Kang Won-Rae. Taegoon had difficulties with his fitness level and weight. Most agencies told him he weighed too much, so he lost weight by drinking only water until he lost 20 pounds. He has now lost about 20 pounds compared to that time.[5] After some years he finally made his debut. In the winter of 2009 his first mini-album was released, and Taegoon had his first performance 17th January, on his own birthday. He released his 2nd mini-album in May 2009 and performed on stage on the MBC Show! Music Core soon after. With one of his singles "Super Star," Rising Star, the album, will surely be another hit among his fans

It's hard to believe it, isn't it. Taegoon debuted only in January this year. But within these six short months, he is so popular now. Since the first time I have been listening to 'Call Me', I have been so hooked to it. I like his voice, style and most importantly his dance. Did I ever mention that guys which dances well is considered attractive by me?! Compared to my beloved SS501 which took 4 full years to rise to fame, partly credited to Kim Hyun Joong and his Boys Over Flowers character, Taegoon only took around six months!! I just realised we know so little about Korean pop. Speaking of Koreans, I discovered recently that many Koreans are coming to resident in Singapore in recent years. Bishan is filled with new Korean families, always see a family or two at Junction 8, Bishan library and here and there. Sadly, those Korean guys are not my cup of tea.

School was funny, fun and laughter have already become a usual routine of mine at school now. Swapped place with Ian most of the time today. And Ian actually removed my entire correction tape, he almost spoilt it. By the way, Ian has somehow became my Sexy. He would be happy to see this, I don't know why though. During Chemistry, Gabriel got tortured by Mr Tan partly thanks to me(: But that's my revenge for my punched arm and cutted hair. The rest of the day was sleepy, I was busy sleeping and Jia Xin kept saying I crying. Don't know why, but guys in my class is very sensitive to me crying now. I lie down and sleep, they think I cry-.- And it's eight of them in this week that wrongly assumed me crying. It's nice and sweet to know how much they cared so much for me, but it's really too sensitive of them.

2009-07-08T22:41:00.004+08:00

Wednesday. 8 July 2009.

Current Song: Call me-Taegoon.

OMG! I can't believe it. I actually forgot Kim Bum's birthday yesterday. It only struck me that it was 7 July after midnight yesterday, when I was laying in bed. I forgot Kim Hyun Joong's birthday some weeks ago. And now I even forgot Kim Bum's! My memory seems to be failing me now.

I suddenly have the urge to close down my blog. Should I? School work and tuition is depriving me of any free time possible. Tomorrow I have Physics supplementary lesson after school, followed by 3 hours of POA tuition. Given my short attention span, those 3 hours would seem more like 3 decades to me. Ending here now, since I have noting better to say. Or should I say too much to say that even I don't know how and where to start.

Even through my heart, my love seems like it's going to stop.

I am sick now. I have a fever. I can't even breathe.

My bruised heart is calling only your name.

I can't believe that it's over.

I can't give a boy like you to someone else.

My love can't rest a day.

My heart can't beat without you.

What can I do without you?

I can't believe that it's over.

I can't never let you go, that's what you got to know.

I want to love until I collapse from exhaustion.

Please just love me now.

My only boyfriend, let's begin.

Let's start again, 'till the end. {I LOVE YOU}
/

How sweet are the lyrics(: I copied them out word for word from the Youtube video, then typed them out by myself. The lyric is so sweet. Though I change all the 'girl' and 'girlfriend' to 'boy' and 'boyfriend', but the song is still very romantic, right?!! It's my favourite song now. Though I understand minimum Korean, I still love this song.

2009-07-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

School was super funny today. I almost spit out my green tea during Physics, thanks to Gabriel Lee. And now my arm hurts too, all thanks to his punches. Shall re-post when I have time.

2009-07-06T17:06:00.003+08:00

Hello readers, I have changed my blogskin. After numerous months, even I got tired of those pink hearts scribbled here and there in my background. This new blogskin took me three whole hours of searching, tedious task indeed. I spend two hours trying to modify it, but ended up I used the time to learn French and edited my links. I am too worn out now, will continue to perfect my blogskin another time then. I liked this skin as it's simple and nice. Tag me for comments, okay(: Yes, I know everything is quite small, but I don't know how to help it.

2009-07-03T23:37:00.003+08:00

Friday. 3 July 2009.

11:56pm.

Current Mood: Cough & More Coughs.

Current Song: Love 119.

No pictures to upload today. I am in a state of flu, cough and sore throat. But I don't have fever, so it's not H1N1(: I just have a sexy voice and continuous cough that's all. It's been a week since term three started, chaotic week for me. I am still sitting with Ming Sheng, with Gabriel and Geok Mooi in front of me. Naturally, my place is one of the core of noise and laughters. Though Gabriel and the guys are irritating at times, they are nice to sit with. Jia Xing and Haikal is on the other end of the class, but we still get nonsenses from them. It's kind of weird to not have Haikal sitting behind me. Always sleeping and disturbing me during lessons, Haikal was a nice behind-me-partner. Everyone is scattered about the class and spilt up now, the class is not as fun as before. We also have many new teachers. I think our new Chinese teacher is a Malay, I am not sure. Geogrpahy, a Malay teacher too. He is very funny, I was commenting how his geography was more like literature and he gave me a hilarious reply. School is generally fun and nice, if you give yourself a chance to enjoy it(:

POA and F&N lessons seems endless, though I kept sleeping in between. What do you call teachers who threaten or calls parents for minor issues? I call them losers. If you were a great teacher, why would I talk/skip/sleep/eat/play/flirt/chat/fool/joke/laugh during your lessons? Did it ever occur to you that I only sleep and talk during your lessons? Have you ever seen me sleep or play around during Chemistry, Mathematics, English, Geography, Social Studies, Physics, Chinese or even PE? No right, so the problem is with you, not me. So what if you call me mother, she don't have any effect on me. For your information, I hated your subject to the core and is dying to drop it next year. I think I will do so on the first day of school next year, thoughts of another day in your lesson is enough to drive me insane. So lets get this out straight for once and for all. I do not wish to speak to you ever again. Call my mother all you want, I don't even care. I don't think she care at all too. As for the other teacher, I am speechless. She called me mother and told her lies.

Teacher: Vanessa keeps chatting non-stop in class. With the guys around her......

Let me teach you some basics, I was sitting with Zhen Ning that day. All of you know, he sleeps in her lesson. So who am I talking to?! Obliviously my teacher was just making a fool of herself. And she accused me of not doing my homework, when she refused to provide me the help and even the worksheet itself! Thank god she is not my form teacher(:

Proper post when I am fully recovered. Keep track and tag me(: Give others a chance and you will see hope in your life like never before too. Life is not a game of give and take, learn to strike a balance too. My life is so stressful now, tuition will drive me crazy soon. I've just signed up for a new POA tuition just now. Help, I need to breathe too. MATHEMATICS, anyone can help me???

2009-07-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

Thursday. 2 July 2009.

11:09pm.

Current Mood: Sore Throat.

It's July, and my beloved SS501 are in HK now(: All I can think about right now is SS501, how pathetic of me. School has started, term three sure is a stressful term. Teachers talk to us like we are secondary 4 and taking our O levels this year, when in fact we are inly secondary 3. I know, one year passes very fast and stuffs. But whatever you want, I've got my own life and I love it the way it is(:

Watch this Boys Over Flowers parody!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGtVne406Js

Back to do a proper post when I have the time. Sore throat is killing me, but fever would just not befall on me. Thus, school still as usual for me. And somehow, guys in my class enjoy me screaming at them, so I've got a even sexier voice now. People all around me are also coughing constantly. Update new time then(: Keep tags coming.

2009-06-29T23:13:00.005+08:00

Monday. 29 June 2009.

11:21pm.

Current Mood: Ups & Downs.

SS501 is in Taiwan now, promoting their first ever Asia tour concert. Next stop is Hong Kong on the 1 of July. I have never wanted to return to HK so badly, but it's impossible due to my studies and the tickets are long ago sold out. But I hope I can go to their concert, although it's in October. That should be the period of my End-Of-Year examinations:/ I want my double-s 501.

I WANT MY DOUBLE-S 501!!!

Went Orchard yesterday for my Sony Digital Workshop, I almost fell asleep there. The only thing I like was Sony's style. As in their classroom was nicely decorated and against the backdrop they played classical music(: Sad to say, I did not learn a single thing at all.

School reopened today. Walked to school with Cin Yee and Renice, kept on talking about our holidays and teachers on our way. Maths, Mr Loh is still our teacher, so the promised Algebra test. I so regretted not studying, I didn't know a lot of question and Mr Loh actually gave the answers with solutions to me before!!! Never mind, work harder next time. PE, walked out of Deyi to AMK park or something. It was hot and tiring, but everything is so nice with LiPing, Ian and Zhenning. Ian has got a sexy voice by the way, and he was suffering some pre-AYG phobia all the while. The rest of the day was boring. So let's fast forward. The bitch actually called my house, my mother picked up the phone. All I can say is, I hate her and her POA. She lied and accused me, what a great teacher.

2009-06-27T23:19:00.014+08:00

Saturday. 27 June 2009.

11:48pm.

Current Mood: Light-hearted(:

Current Song: Kissして-Koh.

School holidays are drawing to an end by the minute. In a matter of hours, I would be dressed in uniform, scribbling notes, jotting down notes on textbook, racking my brain for sensible solutions and answers, all in all back to school. But my holiday homework are far from being completed, some I have yet to touch at all!!! Vanessa, what is wrong with you!!! Vanessa, what did you promise yourself. I must work hard!!! Only if I work hard then I can go back to HK in December and go Macau, China and South Korea(: WORK HARD!!! As school starts, term three is here. Implying harder work, tougher topics, more stress, less fun and time to be serious. With the start of school, I have a Maths algebra and Science Physics test on hand. But I have yet to even study, let alone revise:/ Tomorrow, I would be going out to Orchard. I don't want to fail, HOW???

To make matter worse, I cannot sleep at night. Waking up at two this morning, hoping up and down my kitchen looking for food to fulfill my cravings. Decided cake and biscuits were too blend, so cooked myself an early breakfast. It consists of:

-2 eggs,

-5 cheese cocktails,

-a mug of soyamilk

and

some jelly beans.

Yes, I know how crazy it sounds. Eating supper, or early breakfast at two in the morning. I wanted to eat instant noodles too, however as I ate, I felt like throwing up every single thing I ate too. Those jelly beans were nice too, it was candy floss, toasted marshmallows, lemon lime and caramel latte flavoured. Unique flavouring right? I only force myself back to bed as I have English tuition at 9am. But soon after, I felt like making myself puke out all those obsessive fatty food I've just ate. I didn't puke, but it made me very hard to get into sleep. I felt very guilty for eating all those foods.

Changed songs(: All are Japanese songs. Two by my favourite Japanese boy band Arashi.
The first song is from my favourite drama series for now(:
Title: ガリレオ
Title (English): Galileo
Tagline: 嘘を突く謎を解く
Tagline (romaji): Uso wo tsuku, nazo wo toku / See through the lies, solve crimes.
Format: Renzoku
Genre: Detective, mystery
Episodes: 10
Viewership ratings: 22.0(Kanto)
Broadcast network: Fuji TV
Broadcast period: 2007-Oct-15 to 2007-Dec-17
Air time: Monday 21:00
Theme song: KISS Shite by KOH+

Recently, I have been watching a series of Japanese mystery series called Galileo(ガリレオ). It's really very addictive and interesting. Did I ever mention, mystery is my favourite. Be it CSI Miami or Galileo, mystery is always sure to catch my interest. To make matter nicer, I am watching the HK version. Hence everything is in Cantonese(: Although this series is 2 years ago, it's still very nice. This series have a movie too, Suspect X.
《神探伽俐略》是一套十分創新的日劇，劇中講述一名物理學教授湯川學，運用物理學原理來幫助警方偵破不少看似超自然現象實際上是巧用物理學原理來犯罪的案件。
究其實，湯川學只是一名物理學教授而不是偵探，他不是真心想查案的，只是因為對某些案件令他感到有奇怪的現象而吸引他的興趣。
《神探伽俐略》這套劇集，無論是劇集的名稱（請看清楚，是《神探伽俐略》，不是《情探伽俐略》）、預告，都全是講述關於查案的內容，完全沒有主角間愛情成份的內容。就算是該劇集的正片，所謂的主角間的「愛情」內容，平均每集出現（仲要在該集的最後）不足1分鐘，其餘時間都全是查案的內容。可見神探伽俐略是一套查案的劇集，絕對不是一套愛情的劇集，愛情成份的內容極其量只是一些小插曲。這樣的劇集理應是要用一首查案成份的主題曲。
So handsome right?!
In "Galileo," Fukuyama Masaharu plays a genius physicist and university associate professor, Yukawa Manabu, who solves difficult mysteries. Affectionately known as Tantei Galileo ("Detective Galileo"), Yukawa is brilliant, an all-round sportsman, tall and handsome but eccentric. Yukawa's partner is a rookie cop, Utsumi Kaoru (Shibasaki Kou), a hot-blooded woman with a strong sense of justice.
Somehow, I feel that guys who are great in Maths or Physics are very handsome. But of course, this is just an impression I get from watching too much of Galileo already. That's because, in reality, everything is the inverse. I realise I started to like Japanese now too. And I am hoping that by watching Galileo solve muder cases and crimes with Physics, I will learn some physics theories. Hope Galileo can help me pass my upcoming Physics test, dream on. But whateve it is, I think it's cool to solve crimes using Physics(: Shall go read my Physics textbook now.

I am not really in the right state now, please pardon me.