the-unwritten-vista
Monday, February 9, 2009
Monday. 9 February 2009.
Current Mood: Thinking.
Sometimes, life is not really up to you to decided. But we try to make the best out of it. I really still have no idea how to choose between the two options. Some tell me must take or I will regret, some say I take and no take also nevermind one. Some says it's very easy to score for that one, some say they broke down both mentally and physically after seeing the first few questions. I seriously have no idea how to choose. I see no point in asking some poeple who have already completed their O or A levels, if they can make it to NJC, SAJC and even RJC, it must be something very easy for them, but it might not be for me instead. Considering the fact that they topped the school in A levels and is in an elite class in RJC?! I still have not idea what I want to be when I grow up, I havesom man dreams yet so little motivation. Shall see and chose what comes along that appeals to my likings for the time being.
I want so many things, yet I don't treasure them after getting them. I just take many things for granted. I know I have a lot more things than others, but I still do not understand why people like to makesuch a big fuss over it? It's not like I am the only one buyin more than four school bags per year, it's not like I am the only one buying mor than enough of games, it's not like I am the only onewith more than five computers, it's not like I am the only one who always changes her thing, but why must I always be lectured by people I hardly know? I am already always giving away my unwanted bags and stuffs to people who are in need of it, why still must you pick on me? Have you got nothing better to do. I know I am spolit, but I don't think I am as spoilt as you think I am, wait till you see some other people in my family. You have no rights to tell me what and how I should behave. I have my rights to choose my own life.
Too bad if you have not realise
it's not that important with or without you.
Reality is it that you are NOTHING to me(:
posted by vanessa loves you # 9:49 PM 
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