the-unwritten-vista
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Saturday. 25 July 2009.
Current Mood: Wide awake.
I know I should be in bed by now, I still have English tuition fist thing in the morning tomorrow. My tuition homework are still undone, and I can't be bothered to complete them now. How would I find the mood and inspiration to write a 600 words composition at this time?! Okay, my E.Maths common test was very badly done today. Hope I can pass. I left a lot of question blank and left many things out. My memory is failing on me, my mind was completely empty when I saw the test paper. I forgot how to determine the turning points and intercepts of the graph. I know, I am lazy, I should have practised. Even if other were to perform badly, it doesn't really matter. For at the end of the day, me is me and them is them. So what if all my classmates score full marks or everyone fails, it's my life and not theirs. From now on, you will never hear me say things such as,'My friends also...' or 'People from better classes also did as badly as me or even worse'. It's my life I am shaping in my very own hands, at the end of the day friends and classmates are just friends and classmates. It doesn't matter if your friend got 7A1 or 7F9, for you is you and me is me. Some things in life, you have to go through it alone, all by yourself. No one can help you, it's really all on my own. Life is really very simple, either you work hard when you are young. Graduate with a good degree and get the job of your dreams, spend the next 3/4 of your life in a relaxing way. Or vice versa, play when you are young and work tediously till an old age. Education only takes up at most 1/4 of your life time, while 3/4 of your life is devoted to your career. Even idiots can do the maths, yet somehow, we often choose to play away 1/4 of our life and suffer the 3/4. Life is never a bed of roses. But you can make the best out of whatever you have, despite how bad it might be. It's never too late to turn over a new leaf and pull up your socks. Sometimes, I really am jealous of people. Those who are born with a silver spoon, have perfect looks and figures, talents in everything and excellent academic results. They have everything, while I have nothing. Life is never fair, the world is never fair either. At times, I wake up wishing things would settle by itself, everything would be perfectly in place when I open my eyes. Yet, these are just at the end silly thoughts and dreams of mine. I really wish my life was the way I wanted it. Problems don't settle by themselves, rather they snowball as time passes. I really wish...
Ignore it if you don't understand, it's just a stupid ranting post of mine.
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