the-unwritten-vista
Saturday, August 8, 2009
It's been so long, since I managed to seek some decent time out from my busy day and blog something with content. As in something that is not ranting, scolding, cursing, or whatever I do when I am emotionally unstable. I am very happy now, for no reason in particular. I just feel happy. That however wears away when I glanced at the pile of homework on my study table. Anyway, EOY exams are like not that far away. Shall start to really study soon. But I really wonder when will my 'soon' turn into reality, it's a bad habit of mine to push things I could have done to the next day. Yet, even if I committed I will do something the following day, excuses will crop up then, so my 'the-next-day' never seems to come. It's an unhealthy cycle, I keep saying, next day, next time, next week, next month. At the end of the day, my tasks on hands snowballs themselves, yet I still chose to drag on. But this is perhaps human nature. We always chose to push things we dread to some future date, hoping we will never have to face it.
My studies is turning from bad to worse, I must start to do something about it. Oh, on a random note, decisions is that my house in Hk will not be rented out. In fact, it will be renovated, waiting for my return. There goes my house with the sea view, back to staring at sky sculptures at night. Back to looking and enjoying the view of posh houses on Mid-Levels and the peak from my living room. Back to live at where I was since I was born. It's decided that my other house with sea view will be rented out, but I don't mind not having any sea view. Personally, I don't quite mind sea view or no sea view, and it's only rented out. At the end of the day, both are my house fair and square. No loss, only gain(:
Heading out for late night supper now. I wonder how much weight have I gained recently. Been indulging into fast food at late night almost daily now. I need a strict diet plan, but let effective take place tomorrow(I have been saying this since at least 6 months ago).
Change is coming soon(:
posted by vanessa loves you # 10:38 PM 
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