the-unwritten-vista
Friday, August 7, 2009
Lunch was recently with my classmates, mostly fast food. There goes my dieting scheme. I shall exercise more from this second onwards(: While eating, we mostly talked about different people. I realised people are not as nice and good as they seems. It's useless even if you have breath-taking beauty faces, for you have sadly no inner beauty at all. That makes you worse than any typical mannequin in a apparel shop. But I admit nobody is perfect, I am not, neither is anyone. This does not however includes using people or your friends who were true and sincere to you. Okay, no more said for I am speechless.
Had Double Fillet-O-Fish with Seaweed shaker fries for lunch this afternoon with mother. It's delicious.Saw Jun Jie too(: At first sight, I thought I saw the wrong person. I mean I thought Jun Jie was in a poly, no offence though. But I soon realised it really was him. So before leaving MacDonald's I shouted his name. He didn't respond within the first few seconds, so I thought it was really the wrong person. Then, after a long while, Jun Jie turned around with his usual cute smile. Didn't have any chance to talk, I was with mother and he was with his friends. At least I was glad I didn't recognise the wrong person. Seeing him, it reminded me lots of my days in lower secondary. Especially during Secondary One, slacking at random places after school. I have changed a lot since then. Sometimes, things and people change, for a good cause(: Anyway, hope Jun Jie is doing fine too.
I am so tired, really of everything. The people around me, the complex friendship matrices, the endless homework, the uncountable tests(I had two surprise test just today, making it a test almost daily). I seriously need a break from all these. There are days in life, I want to do nothing but cover myself under the blanket and sleep till I'm contented. Hoping sleeping will thrown away all my troubles and stress. Life is so tough, everything is so complicated. I don't know what I want either, am I living to die or dying to live. The only fun in life is, there are no what ifs, no way to predict the future. You will never know what you do today, how would it affect you afterwards. I need a break-away, now!
I always loved shopping, too bad Singapore has no H&M. I thought there would be one at Ion Orchard, but no):posted by vanessa loves you # 12:12 AM 
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