the-unwritten-vista

Help, I am starting to rot at home now. Just days ago, Li Ping and I were sharing our views on post-exam days. We both agreed that just weeks ago, everyone was burning mid-night oil and trying all they could to memorise every word from their textbooks into their head. But now, with the exams over, results out, lessons taught, we all seems to be suddenly at a loss. Students lost their goal in life, waking up with nothing in particular to do, life just gets boring. At school was a total waste of time, so I stay at home some days when my alarm was soft. At home? Life at home is boring too. Mother likes to drag me out of bed at 11am, like what the hell is wrong with her? Cook breakfast, walk aimlessly trying to find something to spend my morning on, only to return to bed with no other choice. Lunch, Korean noodles(: Then another failed attempt to find a meaningful task to waste time on. I would usually end up sleeping or dolling up to try out various snapshot with my cameras. Then at 6, I would switch on computer and tv and watch till 12 or even 2 in the morning. Only took breaks in between for dinner and shower. But this is weekday; weekend, no drama series to dwell on, so turn to my laptop and magazines. But even at home, mother and I would always end up shouting and fighting. She refuse to let me watch Mnet or KBS, for she wishes to watch her TVB. I have 4 tv at home, but I only like the one in the living room...so we would just end up shouting at one another and end up nobody gets to watch anything constructive. Then I would wish to play Wii, which of course my mother refuse to let me use to plasma tv and occupy her chance of watching TVB dramas. She refuse to let me use my laptop too, for I would blast Korean songs to annoy her. Want to go out, but mother refuse to let me buy most things. She would go,"Next month going HK already, buy for what, your XXX sure buy for you already......". What is the purpose of pure window shopping then? Setting down to eat often end up into arguments, I prefer fast food while she hates it. But I went IKEA yesterday and bought 6 pieces of clothings(: Most I own self pay-.- To end off, using my laptop is boring too. I always get annoyed over Photoshop. Websites are boring too. I am too lazy to upload photos from my 4 cameras and phone, hence most of my photos are delayed for days before people gets to see it. Someone help me find interest in life......I want buy..Samsung camera, iPod touch, Sony Vaio. But everyone goes, you have 4 cameras already, 2 this year latest model, but the one I want is different....iPod touch, I know I carelessly lost my previous one on the bus, but I need one. It breaks my heart to use htc to listen music...Sony laptop, I know, I know, considering the amount of comps I have at home till date, but I want Windows 7. Someone......................................................................save me of my miserable life.